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Last night my dream changed.....I moved forward, I walked towards the boy. The one with the blood one his mouth. The swirling mass is approaching but it's not here yet. I wonder is that my .....vamprsym. If so I wish it was here. Last night the boy smiled I saw long pointed fangs gleaming with red.....I want to feel those on my neck, in my vein. It's maddining being human. It feels so....wrong. I fit in no where. Im the outcast of the outcast. I'm begging anyone who can pull that swirling cloud closer...pls contact me.....pls

I've tried everything. I've done spells, I've tried to find someone to bite me but that's never happened, I've tried to wean myself on too blood, and off food,(that doesn't work at all),I've tried to access the other 80% of my brain that humans don't use! Hell I've tried to sell my soul so answer me...why is it so hard to become one? I've always felt as if I was born the wrong thing...I wasn't mentioned to be born human I can feel it. There's something powerful in my soul trying to get out that my body won't grant power to. That something has hovered since I was 4yrs old now it keeps getting closer, it's in my dreams. I see it smoky form with it swirling glistening red eyes coming closer. Wanting to over take my body, and it want it to. I welcome it, we just can't complete the process of allowing it to control unless we get a little help.... I need a vampire to bite me. A vampire bite are the keys to the floodgates deep in my mind were the swirling figure presides. I've dreamed of a man with blood on his mouth beckoning to me for as long as I can rember. I've always tried to run to him but my body is fused to the ground beneth it, my mind wishes to go to the man to hear what he has to say but my body betrays it's keeping it captive in the ivory cell bars, the small confides of 20% of the 100% of brain power it could be. My body is a cell for my mind a cell I either leave or rot away and die in for a small time length, when I could do so much more........

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XxsadlyhumanxX
07:35 Oct 28 2014

Wow I went in a daze when writing that sounds crazy but it's all true....

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LordFangor
12:07 Oct 28 2014

Quite right you are. It does sound crazy.

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