The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

I really like him and last Tuesday he told me he loves me and is in love with me. I'm so confused though does he really feel that way? He's so hard to judge cuz he's my own kind but I do love him, I've been in love with him for 5years. Idk what to do. Idk how to tell. He left marks all down my neck wen I stayed with him and I can feel a connection -.- but I'm so confused, I don't want to get hurt again he has been there through it all and has been right the whole time. He knows the pain I'm in and the pain I've been through. Would he cause the same? I want to hide my true feelings from him but he knows them, he has always known them and has called it out several times.... I just don't want to cry cuz of him it would be the last straw toy threat. Sometimes I really do wonder if I'm truly destined for someone or if I'm living a dream. I don't want him to be a dream. I learned so much this weekend about him that I didn't know, but happy he has done in a long time I'm happy if he would have done it i would have never have known him like i do. I love him all the same though. He changed my life wen I was 15 and never stopped -.- he may be better in so many ways but he still confuses me all the same. I've truly never felt this was and I had a dream wen I was 12 of someone who looks like him in shadows. Is it him or is it someone still out there who shared the same dream I did? There was a presents in my dream and I truly wonder if it was his, it feels like his, same touch, same smell, same hair, same eyes. I wish I new so I didn't have to wonder, if I only new so I didn't have to wait.