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as sad as it is 4 me 2 say without crying i might be ringing in the new year this year alone i mean yea ill have my sis ashley online and her man jay and my parents of course but i just wish my boyfriend damian was here to share the new years kiss my parents share and hug and hold me in his arms and look into my eyes and tell me he loves me and me look back into his beautiful blue eyes and tell him i love him as well i know he might suprise me and show up but i dont know if he will i mean ill be very happy if he does if not then ill be a lil dissapointed and i dont know if i could handle it from not seeing him xmas eve and xmas day and even his bday the next day and now if i dont new years eve or day yea im gonna be a lil hurt and dissapointed cause i was really hoping and almost praying 4 it 2 happen and looking forward 2 it but if it doesnt i guess ill understand and just wait and be ready 4 next year when hopefully i graduate and be married 2 him so alright im tryin 2 stay strong and positive and think happy thoughts trying anyway lol c ya :)

i know these days California struggles with weight and being healthy and its true it is a struggle its almost like saying not 2 eat when your hungry and i dont know how some people do it 4 me its hard lol i mean i dont wanta starve and become a pole but i also dont wanta be so big that i cant even leave my house so i guess we can eat mcdonalds now and then and chicken or pork or beef unless were vegetarians but now a days we gotta watch what we put into our mouths because someday it will be the last thing we ever eat alright my damian i love you and ashley my sis love you alot c ya ppls :)

Green Day

Wake Me Up When September Ends

by Billie Joe Armstrong



Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last

wake me up when september ends



like my father's come to pass

seven years has gone so fast

wake me up when september ends



here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are



as my memory rests

but never forgets what I lost

wake me up when september ends



Summer has come and passed

the innocent can never last

wake me up when september ends



ring out the bells again

like we did when spring began

wake me up when september ends



here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are



as my memory rests

but never forgets what I lost

wake me up when september ends



Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last

wake me up when september ends



Like my father's come to pass

Twenty years has gone so fast

wake me up when september ends

wake me up when september ends

wake me up when september ends

as some of my friends and most of my family knows that all i really wanted for christmas was my beautiful boyfriend damian i didnt really want much else but i got some nice things so far that mom let me open i got some jamas from my grama and the 5th harry potter book and some pants and a shirt that moms ending up wearing lol and im not sure what else but yea if i dont get my boyfriend tomorrow or atleast a call b4 or when i get back from my brothers then i will be upset and hurt but i will understand and the next day his bday i realize it will be his bday but if i dont get a phone call or see him i will be hurt and so yea thats all i have 2 say MERRY CHRISTMAS to all who celebrate it and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! c ya bye :)

thats what im asking myself that almost all day since i got home this afternoon i mean wasnt it suppose 2 be a good day because we didnt hardly do anything in the classes we had to go to and we watched movies most of the day and in choir we got to watch a play and i got to sign out and go home but at lunch was the worst of all my so called friends decided since they saw me sit at the usual table they sit at they didnt wanta sit there so they went right behind me at some bigger table im so hurt by it i wish my boyfriend or sis ashley was here 2 compfort me because i want to cry so much right now

im sittin here missing my boyfriend alot i wish he was here holding me and kissing me and just being here even if it was 2 sit beside me like in the song i am listening to Puff Daddy with I'll Be Missing You says its like i feel empty inside without you being here and in a way i do i mean i dont really want him 2 live where i do if he doesnt want 2 but just see me sometimes or as often as he can i really miss him very much and its kinda hard with christmas and his bday and new years coming up and my bday as well coming up and my graduation coming up well i dont really know what else 2 say besides i love and miss him very much well bye *cries*

"Come A Little Closer" by Dierks Bentley (Brett Beavers/Dierks Bentley)



1st Verse



Come a little closer, baby

I feel like layin' you down

On a bed of sweet surrender

Where we can work it all out

There ain't nothin' that love can't fix

Girl, it's right here at our fingertips

So come a little closer, baby

I feel like layin' you down



2nd Verse



Come a little closer, baby

I feel like lettin' go

Of everything that stands between us

And the love we used to know

I wanna touch you like a cleansin' rain

And let it wash all the hurt away

So come a little closer, baby

I feel like lettin' go



Bridge



If there's still a chance

Then take my hand

And we'll steal away

Off into the night

Until we make things right

The sun's gonna rise on a better day



3rd Verse



Come a little closer, baby

I feel like strippin' it down

Back to the basics of you and me

And what makes the world go 'round

Every inch of you against my skin

I wanna be stronger than we've ever been

So come a little closer, baby

I feel like strippin' it down



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Come a little closer, baby

Just a little bit closer, baby

Come a little closer, baby

I feel like layin' you down