When the senses fail to react, my mind takes over. Paranoia, jealousy, low-self esteem is what takes over me. The lack of self judgement is getting too far, it comes out and reaches me, I can prove by my scars. When they don't understand, it's hard to figure out myself.
I am getting so lonely as time passes by... I feel my thoughts racing with delusional things. Let go and live is a part of the game.
With a soul like this, it's hard to believe that nobody loves me-they think they know, but they can't really see.
I am just a lonely soul walking at night, when the moon comes out, there is so much in sight. I belong in the night as dark as I am. Take me into the light, help me regain, no more pain, no more misery. Stay with me, don't leave just yet, there's so much to know, only time can place it's bet.
Cut my arms up like you would cut a fucking fish
Bleed with me, don't tell me none of this
Back to the darkness is where I will go
Somewhere where I can get a relief from sorrow
Time after I time, I feel like this
I am nothing but a disappointment
Go away from me, it's what you'll learn best
I will do nothing, but make you a fucking mess
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