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A piece of my mind
11:04 Feb 17 2007
Times Read: 559


Stars shine in the dark pretty sky tonight, and wouldn't you love to love her? Sadism's in her pretty eyes tonight, wouldn't you love to love her?



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Tragedy is like a dream. Tragic as can be.



Sadism is like a drug. Fuck me hard and make me scream.



Paranoia is like a reminder I'm alive. Watch out for people with their fake lies.



Depression is like a wake up call. Either you face the world, or you don't face it at all.



Love is like a delusion. He loves me, he loves me not. He loves me, he loves me not. At least, that's what I was taught.



Confusion is like the devil. Lost in a world, so deceiving.



Vanity is like a magazine model. Mirrors everywhere, I'm too fat, I'm not like "them"



Happiness is like a lie. You get what you want, but there's no guarentee it'll stay in sight..



And finally, death is like heaven. How beautiful it can seem, when this world only seems like hell it has been given.

Who am I?
10:38 Feb 17 2007
Times Read: 560

Who am I? I'm that fucking girl you wonder about... is she okay, what's wrong with her, why does she look that way. I'm that girl that sits quietly as everyone has fake smiles and fake laughs. Who am I? I'm not that girl with all the friends, I'm not the one who always wins. Twisted images in my head, can't get them out, I'm almost dead. Hears voices telling me I'm bad. I'm bad for feeling the way I do, I'm not perfect like you. I'm sad, I'm up, I'm down, I'm not. Who am I? I'm that fucking girl that sleeps all day, I'm that girl that stands in your way. I'm that girl that might look okay, but dismisses all the pain in her ways. I'm that girl that pops the pills, to medicate myself is better than to feel. I'm that strange girl you are scared of, because I'm not societys little whore. I'm not all about makeup and guys I'm having sex for. I'm that girl that didn't go to school... I must be dumb, I must be fooled. I don't get to ride the bus and give the teenage boys head in the back of the bus. I don't get to sit in class while all I think about is who's fucking who and who gets a piece of ass. I'm sorry I'm not like you, I'm sorry I don't follow the worlds so called rules.