I'm always so tired. I sleep for hours and I wake up exhausted...that's not supposed to happen is it?
I don't know what it is really, the thing that makes me love someone. It's weird and it makes no sense. All I want to do is bash my head into a wall like I used to do....
Maybe I just need to calm down and breathe. Maybe I just need to get my thoughts together and try to make sense of it all... What is it that makes me love? What is it that makes me care? Why you, when no one else? There were others before...others I thought I could trust my heart with...but...
Baby please just don't hurt me...
One thing I absolutly cannot stand is when you call me to talk, TALK! Don't get all mad because I won't send you a picture of something I don't want you to see. Don't just sit there and not talk while the call is still connected and text me. I didn't answer my phone to hear you type on your phone and the little 'blip' when I get a text from you. I'll hang up the phone. I'm not gonna waste my minutes sitting there in silence when you're texing.
And don't get all pissy cuz I hung up either. Damn dude make up you're fucking mind. Either you talk or you don't and I hang up. That's how it works. And when your come back to this is "Well then you won't have to worry about talking or texting me anymore." Then I'll take you seriously.
You already told me not to talk to you, so don't text me saying how sorry you are and how much you need me to talk to. You should have thought about that before you fucked up. I'm tired of this stupid crap boys are putting me through with all their "well if I don't get my way I'll just stop talking and wait for you to come back." Bull shit I don't work that way!
So good bye asshole, have a nice life. Love you too.
Ok, I have red hair, and naturally, what comes with that red hair is white white white skin. Well I don't go outside a lot during the day so I end up being so white that my skin is almost translucent. And I'm ok with that because I don't mind being whiter than everyone else.
But when my dad decides he wants to go golf with me. Ok I'll go, I miss hangin out with my dad and he's not gonna be home a lot so I went. And the one thing we both forgot...sunscreen. And goddamn it I freaking hurt!
I'm burnt! My skin is seriously cooked *tear*. I really don't wanna go back outside, the sun burns me :(
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Aww hugs, I hope you feel better
Being with your dad is a great thing. So is being a redhead.
Sunburn is painful but will soon heal. Being with your dad and being a redhead will last forever.
I'm worried. Yeah. I'm worried about what anyone thinks of me just like everyone else, because just like everyone else I want to be accepted. But you know what, believe me or don't it's your choice. Call me fake and I'll sit back and laugh it off and roll my eyes. But yes I'm irritated by it.
(here's where the venting starts)
I want to know though, who gave you the authority to tell me if I'm lying or not? Who gave you the almighty power to siphen the truth from what little I've given you? Well here's a little heads up, you're not fucking God, get over yourself!!!...
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I feel a little better now...
Ok one: I've moved from Whelp to Mosquito in just a few days. I don't know if that's normal or what.
Two: Thank you everyone who have friended me and messaged me. I appreciate it so much :) I enjoy talking to you all.
I moved...again. I don't know why, but it's like I can't stay in one place. I don't move intentionally, it just happens. This time it was because I graduated high school and I wanted to get away from my mom who doesn't even know what I am...
So I moved in with my dad. Well...the man who gave me a last name when I was born...he doesn't know about me either I don't think.
I moved to Hondo, really close to San Antonio, so it would only take me about thirty minutes to drive there...in my new (for me) car. I guess I'll just have to cope here without all my friends. I really really don't like moving...
For some reason I can't stop logging on. I just signed up this morning...
And I graduate tomorrow. Kinda nerve racking.
The name Lone is there for a reason. I'm not really used to being around others like me for more than a year. Though not by choice. I want to start off new. I'm tired of being a loner.
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Then I would like to extend a warm welcome to you. I hope you find friendship or at least entertainment here.
No need to be a loner here:)
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birra
20:26 Jun 19 2011
Perhaps normally only during pregnancy or menopause...
XxTaraxLonexX
01:37 Jun 20 2011
I'm 18 and haven't had sex in over a year. And I'm not going through menopaus...