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So many thoughts now

with one last breath i reach out

but lately i feel so weak now

needing you to speak out

make me feel at home here

trying to get along dear

but there's something oh so wrong dear

and now i cant breath now

suffocating while your not here

without you i cant survive here.....

My empty mind, so lost with thoughts of you

when i breath its a breath for you,

was once walking the lonely road

but you took my hand and gave me love

gave me a reason to be, without you i would fall

i cant dance this alone,

so take my hands just this once

and ill never let you go

I find myself lost again another day I've spent not living, crying over a love forgotten at sea, once my whole world you use to be, but now you make everyday a hell of emotional waves what happened to my happy ending and why does it always hurt me, Our connection was strong but your desire for adventure was stronger and now you've gone far away and I doubt you'll ever be mine again, Lost with the waves you set sail that day, with only a few breathes you told me Hold on till May...

When nothings left inside are you really alive or just another memory inside

Cross the line I have nowhere to go and I have lost my way so many times before

Forget me now like a passing wind; bended and broken I have a problem with myself

My heart has been passed around and I can’t take much more

Turn the lights off and close the door

I’ll fall back into the darkness forevermore….

With great struggle I reach for my pen in an attempt to weave together my feelings,

but lately it seems as if I don't have a voice of my own, whats happened to me,

what has become of my soul,

once full of hope now is dimly light and going out..

I long for passion once more, to feel the breeze on my face as I walk the sky,

with my hand up high maybe then I'll feel alright, the words I've written and the words that saved me are still inside my heart

and someday I'll get away from me,

or maybe it's all just a paradox what I need and what I already have could be one in the same, maybe it's time I learn to love me..

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tattooedmommy
06:57 Jul 31 2014

I love it. So beautifully written. So glad you are writing again.

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Once again here we are

stuck inside this hell of mine

lost once more will I never find my mind

I hate who I am so forget me now

let me fade to the wind

silence is lost on a hidden cause

but my voice is to broken to speak

I have nothing left

I have no voice

I am just dust in the wind....

I walk along this crooked path

Lost among the faces of departed souls

The conjurers of stories left untold

But now those pages are haunting my mind

Never to escape the darkness of their grip

Love now lost and all hope vanishing, I long for your touch

Your kiss, so close, yet far from my reach

I hold out my arms but my mind deceives me

You smile at me, just outside my grasp

My heart skips a beat how much longer will this nightmare last

Just as I begin to lose all hope, I feel you in my arms

With eyes that comfort and a heart full of care

Nevermore shall longing burden our hearts

With eyes that pure into my soul and lips,as soft as silk your are my greatest desire,
Long red hair that waves in the wind I can't keep myself away from you,
Fate has made its choice and its bound you to me, forever will I love you though all eternity, there were many ivory madeins but there's only one snow white queen.