My thoughts continue to spiral more and more into a state of confusion. I thought I had found someone I could be content with. There is only a few issues with it which makes me doubt everything. He lives in Virginia and I clearly do not. That and I do not know if I should... well trust him and if I feel that I should doubt him then I know I do not love him. I have never met him face to face but he seems so perfect. I am not enough of a fool to believe that there is such a thing as perfect, but for me .... well I geuss I am a hopeless romantic. I am torn in between someone who I do not know if he loves me, considering I have never met him to know, and my insecurities toward wether not he is for real or not. At first, I thought it would be fun, I met him a year and a half ago, in a chatroom. But then we talked and we got to have so much in common. About 6 months ago or so he asked me out. At the time I was having a dating hiatus. He broke the hiatus. - sighs- Just that, I know this sounds stupid, But I read his ... - coughs- Myspace about me section and it said something along the lines of " I can seem to place to other people together but not find someone for me.. " I would of been fine had he wrote that before.. but his space was deleted and he had to make a new one .. and rewrite it... So yeah - sighs- Oh well .. I geuss I will just have to wait and see what's going on with him... heh.
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