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Just got home from a taxidermy class :)



We got to skin, prep, and stuff rabbits :D



Mine had a this nasty habbit of bleeding out of its face while i was skinning it, so his name is Bloodyface Harris.



In about two weeks he'll dry into the desired pose

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Sabastianthebat
04:41 Jul 29 2013

Sounds like you had a eventful time. :D Hope he drys in the desired pose.

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XxBlindMagxX
04:50 Jul 29 2013

It was incredibly fun :D i'll be sure to post more pics when he's all done.

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Dreamt that you came to see me last night :) You wanted to show me what you look like now and that everything is going okay with you. You looked like a scruffy little fisherman. But I woke up happy.



I miss you Matty. So much. There are still times throughout a day where I'll think about something and immediately want to text you, and then the realization that you're gone slaps me in the face.



But I know you're in a better place. This world was just too shitty to you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9kQ-0bBkMIY



I'm a killer, cold and wrathful

Silent sleeper, I've been inside your bedroom

I've murdered half the town

left you love notes on their headstones

I'll fill the graveyards until I have you.

Moonlight walking, I smell your softness

carnivorous and lusting to track you down among the pines.

I want you stuffed into my mouth

hold you down and tear you open, live inside you -

love, I'd never hurt you.

But I'll grind against your bones until our marrows mix

I will eat you slowly...



[Chorus]

Oh, the horror of our love

never so much blood pulled through my veins.

Oh, the horror of out love... never so much blood



I wake in terror, blackbirds screaming

dark cathedrals spilling midnight on the altars

I'm your servant, my immortal

pale and perfect, such unholy heaving -

the statues close their eyes, the room is changing

break my skin and drain me.

Ancient language, speak through fingers

the awful edges where you end and I begin

inside your mouth I cannot see -

there's catastrophe in everything I'm touching

as I sweat I crush you.

And I hold your beating chambers until they beat no more

you die like angels sing...



[Chorus]

Oh, the horror of our love

never so much blood pulled through my veins.

Oh, the horror of out love... never so much blood



You're a ghost love, nightgown flowing

your body blue and walking along the continental shelf

you are a dream among the sharks

beautiful and terrifying, lit and restless

we dance in dark suspension.

And you bury me in the ocean floor beneath you

where they'll never hear us scream...



[Chorus]

Oh, the horror of our love

never so much blood pulled through my veins.

Oh, the horror of out love... never so much blood

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JoanS
08:11 Jul 23 2013

LUDO IS MY FAVORITE. It doesn't matter that I have a lot of favorites. LUDO IS MY FAVORITE.

This song, Whipped Cream, Love me Dead, Save the City and Watch Good Will Hunting By Myself are my favorites today.

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So while I absolutely abhor the things you told me on thursday night.... the flick of the switch to being absolutely disgusted with you was something I needed. I used to hold you on this pedestal that no other man could touch. You were the one I was always going to love, the one I was always going to want to be with. But not anymore....



While I still love you incredibly frikin amounts... something has changed. When i look at you, think about you, talk to you... All i see is a person who would throw their life away.



Maybe you won't. maybe you'll never do anything like that again. Maybe you'll keep your promise to me. Maybe one day we'll sit together and laugh about it.



But right now... All I can see is your wasted future and It casts you off of that pedestal.



And that was something that needed to happen a long time ago.



So no more wanting you. No more wishing we'd never broken up. We're friends, I love you as a friend, but anything beyond that is met with repulsion on my end. But you had to know that was going to be my reaction considering what other's have put me through in the past.







Blah.







( Also, because some people are idiots. I use this journal to just sort of vent about things that are going on in life. I don't really intend to anyone to read them, especially not the people i cryptically mention in them. Okay? Okay ! )

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SimplyBuddhist
03:55 Jul 29 2013

Same old Melissa Peterson just a more intelligent, robust, and more spunk now. ;)



Sorry to your loss there but your creative, and have a knack for getting what you want so I'm sure everything will be fine.

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Today was a good day



Went through some old storage bins with my man, he helped me with going through some old boxes.



And then we've just been spending the day together playing SNES games and some WoW ^_^



I love you Logan!

Can't even really comprehend what you told me tonight. So I'll just rant a bit here.



I just feel crappy knowing what I know now. Especially given what you know has happened in my past. I just want you to be safe and successful in life. Please don't ever throw your life away. I love you too much to see that happen.

So I had a dream last night the you were visiting me :) And since so long ago this is where we met, you and I were on here..... and of course so was your gal. So it was very bittersweet. But later you and I had time to ourselves, and all I wanted to show you was that I was the one you were supposed to be with.



So then of course when I woke up at like 3am, the first thing I did was jump on here and reaccitvate my account.... just in case you decided to come back here.



These dreams always leave me wondering if we'll ever see each other again. To go from living together for a year to nothing ever again seems too terrible for me to accept.

So here is to hope.

If I ever leave this world alive

I'll thank for all the things you did in my life

If I ever leave this world alive

I'll come back down and sit beside your

feet tonight

Wherever I am you'll always be

More than just a memory

If I ever leave this world alive



If I ever leave this world alive

I'll take on all the sadness

That I left behind

If I ever leave this world alive

The madness that you feel will soon subside

So in a word don't shed a tear

I'll be here when it all gets weird

If I ever leave this world alive



So when in doubt just call my name

Just before you go insane

If I ever leave this world

Hey I may never leave this world

But if I ever leave this world alive



She says I'm okay; I'm alright,

Though you have gone from my life

You said that it would,

Now everything should be all right



She says I'm okay; I'm alright,

Though you have gone from my life

You said that it would,

Now everything should be all right

Yeah should be alright





https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5bsHNCYO5EE