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19:57 Jan 23 2013
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The days are creeping closer.
I don't like feeling this anxious all the time. And its only getting worse lately.
I am drowning, there is no sign of land. You are coming down with me. Hand in unlovable hand. And I hope you die, I hope we both die.
03:17 Jan 22 2013
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Lots of thoughts floating through my head today. I've been feeling.... incredibly restless. My mind never seems to quiet. I just wish i could make it all stop for a just a few seconds.
Anyway...
I'm tired of being so socially awkward. I decided to grow a giant pair of balls and go to a party where i knew pretty much no one. I'm considering that a large step on trying to remedy that awkwardness. I just.... don't know how to talk to people. To keep a conversation going. I'm boring -_-
I miss you. 19:49 Jan 19 2013
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Hey Matty.
Its been... a while.
Your anniversary is creeping up. And its bumming me out more than you know. Kinda making me go a little crazy.
I miss you... so much.
There was so much i wanted to see you do in life. So many hopes i had for you.... even for us.
I can't even believe you've been gone almost a year.
You know you're the ONLY reason i stay on this ridiculous website. Just so I have a bit of you left to visit.
They deleted your facebook page a month after your funeral. But your profile here is something i can still go to when i miss you, when i need to talk to you.
It hurts. It STILL hurts. But i know you're at peace.
I found your ring the other day. As well as your love letters. I put them in a special place.
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