Today I lost the very person who makes me happy and brings joy to my life besides my best friend Silvia and Ashley worse I lost my future husband damian James wayman today makes the 12th time I have lost him I know I should not have let him get rid of me this last time and I know I talked all this shit about o how im not losing him without a fight well I cant exactly fight drag racer sponsors lol so I guess I have 2 just let him go and try 2 except it its really hard 4 me cause look this is the 12th time I have let him get with me and get rid of me and id do it as many times as I can 2 have him in my life I still plan on marrying him I still have his ring he gave me and the white dress I plan 2 wear when I walk towards him and become his wife I don’t know when but I really hope I do because I don’t want no one else but him no matter what
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