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Why is it when your rating for some reason your level goes down for no reason? I was 101.16 now I am 100.33. When you work hard to level up and it goes down it's frustrating. I am probably just going to leave the site again.I have always felt pulled to this site and now I just don't feel anchored to it. The few friends I do have are ones I talk to off of here and are really to busy on here to notice I am here anyway,so why stay? One good friend even left the site recently which was sad. But the people that want to will know how to reach me. I doubt there will be many. Sigh,,very depressed tonight and wondering just want the point is anyway in anything.Somtimes ya just feel like all you do is take up space and air,much better suited for someone that feels better and as more energy than me..blahh

I really don't know why I am on this site anymore. I got back on here to learn about Vampires etc but all I get is people bitching. Does not make a difference what level you are or if your a Adim or not,bitching is still bitching and drama by any other name is still drama. Soo if anyone wants my Facebook or yahoo just message me and let me know

Watching scary movies with my daughter in her room with the lights out,on a futon on the floor lol. Slumber Partyyyyy. Watching Insidious now. Best damn Mothers day ever. Love spending time with her,shes 26 and awesome!!!!

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wolfdreams
08:03 May 14 2012

i am glad you had a great mothers day. mine was ok.

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Babyd0ll
08:25 May 14 2012

thats what me and my mom did watch our shows and hung out

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I'm watching TV and there was a commercial coming on called FarmersDating.com. Hehe for farmers,ranchers and country folk cause city folk just don't get it LOL that is so funny to me. I'm a country folk oh nooo I better rush and get on this site so I can find me somebody who gets me,maybe that's why i'm single lmao haha.

If your alone I will be your shadow. If you want to cry I will be your shoulder. If you want a hug I will be your pillow. If you need to be happy I will be your smile....But anytime you need a friend I'll just be me....



I always wanted to make you smile but I just was not good enough at it. I tried to make you happier but you didn't seem to want to be,I pulled you pulled away harder until I couldn't hold on to the rope anymore. I must not be very good at being a true friend...sighs***



I of course didn't write the first part,not that good at writing either or keeping friends either it seems

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Apocapus
03:07 May 12 2012

Oh, I thought you did write the first part.



But the second part is still nice.



You are good at being a friend. I'm just very strange.

Please don't be mad at me!!!!

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Whenever I come home from playing golf,my son always asks me excitedly,"Did you win,Dad?" I have explained to him time and time again that your're really just playing against yourself.



We were on vacation and I had gone to play a round. When I returned,the kids were swimming in the hotel pool,which was full of kids and surrounded by dozens of parents.



From across the pool,at the top of his lungs,my son yelled,Hey Dad! Did you have fun playing with yourself?" hehe

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veauclin
21:37 May 06 2012

hahahahah good one :)

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How do you handle it when your own parents tell you things like your nothing compared to your brother and your never be half the person he is. Course my mother likes to quote my sister,she did this she said that and if you don't agree ewww you are satan. I wanna be special to,its disgusting to be my age and still want their acceptance or just to be appreciated,,,

If you take care of someone who takes care of you when you need it? When there is no one else? To many thoughts are in my head,grrrrr and I can't sleep,drives me nuts.Oh well I will have to put up and shut up as they say,I wish I was not so depressed last time I felt like this i had to have stitches in my wrist and hand,maybe next time I will do it the right way,i saw that avatar on here showing people how,so informative the members are here yayyyy. I have that song stuck in my head Blah Blah blah lol thats what I feel like im say ing lol funny

Never make kissy faces no matter how much your teased or how silly ya get,,Smacks myself on the forehead Duhhh dumbass

I got to talk to Wes last night on messenger,he is sooo sweet. Such a nice man and he;s only a Jr in high school