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I wonder if it hurts some peoples heads on here when they are trying so hard to make there profile sound like they are so bad. All it makes them sound like are C*N*s. Grow the *F* up. Writing shit on your page don't make you tough asshole

I wonder if I tried I could get myself in a tight ball. Sometimes I wish I lived in a box so the walls would be so close around me that they would feel like arms hugging me. I get comfort from small spaces,feeling so small waiting,praying that it will just end soon. Breathing can be so annoying sometimes.

Do you ever feel like you have fallen into a black hole,where are you feel and see is darkness? When sadness creeps up on you with no warning like a soft whisper? I like communication,closeness feeling like I am part of a whole. The Coven I was in disbanded,we are all still together just part of a bigger being,the old one was small which had a closeness that only something small makes you feel. Don't get me wrong I like where we are now. People seem nice but I do wish someone had at least told me the old Coven was closing down the building and leaving it for a new one down the road. No one told me,even though there were just a few to tell. Not even my friend my friend told me,not the Coven Mistress,no one. I had to find out by my friend simply saying look at the message box. I am slow I did not even think of looking there,I guess she was to busy to tell me anything. I know this new Coven will be great,maybe down the line I will actually feel like I fit into the whole again,right now I just feel sad and left out

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wolfdreams
14:07 Jun 21 2011

i tried telling on yahoo, but your yahoo was not working. hugs

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XKarmaBitesX
07:44 Jun 26 2011

There has never been anything wrong with my Yahoo,I never got a message from you Sis

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Something else I have also noticed that reminds me of high school is that you have the pretty popular people who everyone likes and wants to be friends with. The people that try to act all tough and think that can come through your computer and whip your butt if you look,hurt or maim there friends. And of course every school has the asshole and trouble makers and the ones that everyone is scared of and no I still do not think you are scary Radu lol. But there are a few on here that are suppose to be lol. There is one on here that I wouldn't say I am scared of but he has a smartass mouth and I hate that in a person,someonr that just likes to be mean and they think it makes them cute,,,gag can not wait for Karma yo kick this person's ass

I was thinking the other day how this site reminds me of High School sometimes. You have the Freshmen who are just getting started and trying to figure things out,Sophmores who are still nice and try to help them out. Then the Jrs who want to help then there are some that just want your help but won't talk to you. Then you have the Sr's,a interesting group..some are great and are very sweet and helpful,then there are the ones that think they are funny and make fun of people that are "underclass". Of course you have the ones that think they are better than everyone cause they are after all the Seniors. I personally think the ones that sit back and make fun of what people do and how they do it are the asses of the bunch of the school lol. Like they were never Freshmen at one time. Just a thought