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I received more news....



good.....



i DO so hope.......



In the Morning



8.30am uk time



i have to be there .......



will keep adding as i know more :)



thanks every body:)

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WHY



did



i love you



why did i need you....YOU



became an obsession to me



we lost, both of us



we gained NOTHING did we laughing boy.



oh how happy we were??





then....after not even knowing each other for 6 months.......

THIS......







you fucked my life...for a while"LordLestat/pratt/



isnt this just too nice.......you bastard.....oh not forgetting the cig burns all over my breasts,neck, half my ear pulled away with youre beatings that last time....that very last time you beat me.....



bastard........









youwere my whole life





you did this to me...the woman you said..... you loved...ME



you stamped on my little manson ....my little babycat manson....







i doubt i will ever get over this



uh...yes i will.............



ive proved it jim havent i......



fuck off and rot in youre cell



because it was over before it began....



ZERO TOLLERANCE......



i am alive and enjoying life now you are out of it sunshine.....



sink your teeth into your cell mates neck...make his shoulders bleed like you did to me



you bastard........



i hope you go to heaven to serve.....



you used to say to me whern the beatings were going to start...every day really wasnt it jimbo....



"BITCH,C**T.....BOW DOWN BEFORE THE ONE YOU SERVE"



"YOURE GUNNA GET WHAT YOU DESERVE"



i used to love that tune......



you vhanged your name on VR to Freebird....well ya aint free now are you....



bastard........



Deep down, i think you just could not handle reality...like your "best friend" on the wing...the one who got 18 life sentences.......



contempt is the word i have for you.....



bastard.....







and this lady singing here......well, she got these words too right maybe....

like a little child





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................................ i wasnt even born.....



i am unhappy with





so many....jesus fuck.so much of my life



where did i go wrong



my bex



i love you baby....but do you love me my babe...my daughter, my love , me life,



what the fuck am i doing living now



i just feel like i want to dye/die



i cant reb....you are MY life baby



i sit here allday/night



all i think about is us,,,,what jim did to you...what he did oi ne



baby





i love you



love mum xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox

i

have

got



a

reccomendation for



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surgery..



my gp

rang my home pone



it is a yess

but...............



it still has to go to the plastic surgery panel



1 stepnearer.......

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well, as most of my friends on VR know already, my now imprisioned hubby who attacked me and nearly killed me last 14th feb 2007.



anyway, this is not why i am writing this.



I went to see my gp as i still have a prominant facial injury sustained my his newrock boots in my face multiple times.



My gp said it is possible i can get plastic surgery to remove the offending mark, it is right under my left eye



i have to go for another appointment this week to see if i qualify....



i really do hope so......

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TheHellequin
12:33 Apr 27 2008

good luck *hugs*

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INSOMNIA



ive suffered from i for a long time now

christ i wish there was a magik potion that works

fyrestrike

Apr 23 2008 - 01:17:14





no such user



hmmmmmmm

she was in a trash bin and she is doing very well



ive tended to her leaves and twigs



and now she is bloomin lovely;)

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in my time on VR



i have met, spoken to, become friends with a lot of people.



As you are probably aware who i am anyway.



I cannot see the point keeping it secret.



One of my DEAREST friends here.



One who made me feel welcome right from the start ( over 2 ys now )



wrote this for me.....



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what a wonderful man you are Billy, i am so touched about this, what you spontaniously wrote for me.



thankyou my dear friend...may we meet some day ~





she lurks in the shadows waiting and waiting. the prince will come this way soon she thinks. little does she know that he is above her on the rooftops. the moon doesn't cast its shadow tonight. the light mist fills the air. there are several layers of darkness in this city, those that walk the streets and those few that take the high ground. but only one knows what the other does. one is prey. one is the hunter.*



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JESUS