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Today the boyfriend and I went to our place and moved things around so the flooring can be finished in the living room. In a week everything should be done enough that we can move back in! I am really happy right now and cannot wait to be home sweet home! Everything is almost back to normal!

Tonight I am heading over to my place to see what has been completed so far. The landlord said the kitchen and bathroom are nearly completed and that tomorrow they will start on the flooring. I have to move some things out of the bedrooms so they can get things started.

They said they are still on track to be done the first week of March! I am so excited and cannot wait to be back home. To celebrate being back home I am definitely going to buy my favorite alcohol beverage, some pizza and spend time to myself. It is going to be glorious! I have been going crazy being around people 24/7! I need my own bed!

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BeautifulEnlightenment
02:31 Feb 23 2017

Happy for you girl! ^_^

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SimpleMan
06:30 Feb 23 2017

Awesome! will keep sending positive thoughts your way.

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People I do not know very well on facebook keep asking me to send them money and it is beginning to really annoy me. If I do not know you very well and we have only spoken a handfull of times, you do not have the right to ask me for money. I understand money is tight right now, it is tight for me as well. I work long hard hours for my money, and I am not about to give it out to just anyone.

The only people I am okay helping is long time friends and family. I have helped a dear friend of mine pay her phone bill, why? well because I fucking know her and her entire family! I have been friends with them for over 5 years now!

People don't seem to get that it is rude to ask for money! especially from a person like myself whose house flooded and is living at home with her parents because of it. I don't have money to spare to give out. I don't even have enough money for myself 90% of the time! ALL my money goes to my daughter and bills.

People need to seriously fuck off! I am not in the mood for this BS.

Well, so far I have applied at Pet Smart and a pub around the corner from my parents house. I really hope I get a call back from one of them! I will continue applying to other places, but I would love it if one of those two places got back to me.

A coworker of mine at my current job offered to be a character reference for me, which is awesome! I am always unsure of who to put as my character references.

Wish me luck! I sure feel like I need it haha.

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GatsunoKisu
03:10 Feb 18 2017

Good luck!

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Three more weeks and our apartment should finally be fixed! I cannot wait to be back in my own home. I've been getting really anxious and aggravated with having to live with my parents. This experience has really made me appreciate having my own home away from my parents. I didn't truly appreciate it until now. It's been really hard not to rip my mother a new ass hole. She is constantly on my ass about my daughter and how I should do things with her. I think she means well, but it really gets on my nerves and makes me feel like a shitty mother.

I am counting down the days until my place is done! I cannot wait to sleep in my own bed and be able to sleep in the same bed as my boyfriend. I cannot believe I haven't been in my own home since December 27th of last year. Time has been going by surprisingly fast, which I am really grateful for.

I've been in so much physical pain since the weather decided to get really shitty and cold. My joints and muscles feel as if they are on fire! I hate it. I wish I didn't have to be in pain like this. I am too young for this bullshit pain and aches.

Tomorrow I start my work week again. I am looking forward to getting out of the house again.

I am relaxing in bed before I actually have to go to sleep for the night. Watching YouTube videos and browsing Facebook.

This pain you feel, it's killing me. I feel helpless, standing here on the sidelines not knowing what to do. I want to take away your pain, your misery. I want you to feel joy, and happiness again. I want to see the light return to your eyes, to see the spark that once resided in your soul. I miss you mother, I miss the woman you once were before your heart was stolen from you. I wish I could return all that has been taken from you, to make you whole again.

I want to take all the wrong and make it right again..

I've decided to delve back into the Facebook online vampire group world. There are a lot of crazy people in these groups, I forgot about all the crazies haha. It's amusing when they make crazy claims and cannot ever write it correctly. Bad spelling has got to be my biggest pet peeve and turn off from people. If you cannot spell basic words correctly, don't bother talking to me. I don't want to have to guess what you are trying to say to me. It's exhausting..

Went to lunch with my lovely daughter and boyfriend today. It was really nice to just do something as a family. We don't get much family time since moving in with my parents while our place is being fixed.

We went by out place to see what progress they have made, and they haven't done anything! They were supposed to start this week, but still nothing has been done. What the actual hell is going on?! I don't understand why they haven't started. Do they not want us living there or something? They aren't charging us rent until we a moved back into our place. You'd think the landlords would want the place fixed ASAP so they can have our rent coming in again... I am so confused as to what is going on. I've talked to the landlord many times asking what the fuck is going on, but she just says the insurance company is being a pain in the ass and that the contractor is taking their sweet ass time.

I don't think any of this is the landlords fault to be honest. They are just as frustrated as we are I am sure. Hopefully the contractor can get their ass into gear and actually start working..

I've been finding it increasingly hard to log in and participate in forums and such. I have just lost interest in this site I guess. Seems everything on the forum is just redundant or just doesn't interest me. I used to be so into this website and leveling up my account and all that, but now it has just become boring for me. There isn't a lot of interaction with people who share my interests. Seems to come in waves with this site.

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GatsunoKisu
10:58 Feb 01 2017

When it happens to me I focus on myself. I hate the forums anyway and covens always felt like a drag.

Not many people share my interests either.

Cheer up.

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It's been awhile since I've made a journal entry.. I just got a screen from my desktop computer so I can finally use my computer. I got a pretty good deal from a pawn shop for my screen, i'm really happy about it. I didn't want to have to pay $200 for a screen, that's just crazy to me.

We still are not back in our apartment. They said it will not be done until March. I was not happy when I was told that, but it is what it is. I cannot control how fast it gets done so I will just have to suck it up and keep myself occupied in the mean time so I do not go crazy.