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Shades of Blue
23:19 Dec 27 2014
Times Read: 314




What is one to do when all around you 

people lie to make you cry? 

Fake smiles replace what once was true. 



What will someone think when they watch me sink 

down inside myself to hide? 

I can not face the truth of you. 



So here we now stand, lives sep'rate and bland. 

While away the time of days 

that once made race our hearts. How cruel. 



What if just one call could erase it all? 

Just one word to free the bird 

that's now encased by steel and screw. 



Would you take the chance? Repeat our dance? 

Be love's tool, used like a fool. 

My love's embrace wasted on you. 



You once had my time. Pay dollar or dime, 

I was yours. Reopen sores 

long closed, to face pain caused anew. 



Guess you're no better. Ex. Just a letter. 

That's the way you'll always stay. 

Another case of boy untrue. 



The one thing I'd change: just your love's range. 

No more pain, I've broke the strain. 

This is my ace. My shade of blue. 



2010

Stay Strong With Me
23:12 Dec 27 2014
Times Read: 321

As the tears fall down my face, 

your name I call. Leave no trace 

of what you felt in your heart. 

The big red welt was the start. 

It tore me down, inside out; 

made me the clown, left no doubt 

to all around: those who saw 

what won't be found 'til the thaw. 

Whisper. Rumour. Words like greed. 

I feel no humour in your deeds. 

You cut me down: hard, fast, deep. 

Out on the town you run free. 

At home I lie facedown, flat. 

Please don't ask why. Needless, that. 

I know the deal with good-bye. 

In time I'll heal. I won't cry 

and waste my life over you, 

or cause me strife. You weren't true. 

Been here before. I know pain. 

I was a door, yet again. 

Enjoy the ride. On you pass. 

I learned to slide, as on glass, 

or rather slip; like black ice 

not seen, I tripped. It was nice: 

I always loved the joy ride. 

Took me above clouds. Glide 

on currents smooth, light as air

feel the breeze cool, free of cares. 

Allow it to wash away 

worries renewed. Live today. 

Is it worth it? In the end? 

Your not worth shit. Do not bend. 

The violent fall doesn't last 

and when it all hits home fast, 

the pain - though real - is but brief. 

Don't let it steal life through grief. 

Keep your head high: you are strong. 

Just keep in mind you weren't wrong. 

He has chose these things to do' 

your life's not his. Smile, too, 

for he would hate to see it, 

know he's too late to feel it 

surrounding him: happiness, 

love, you've given. Take a guess.. 

He misses you, always will. 

Admit the truth: it's a thrill 

knowing he does. Don't bother, 

don't give in! You're not her. 

You're not that same weakwilled girl 

who took the blame from the churl 

who broke your heart in pieces. 

It's a new start. Best bet is 

friends; change yourself, lean on these. 

Get off the shelf. Just release 

everything left, let it go. 

Nothing's bereft. Now you know. 

Let yourself free to be who 

you wanna be... Simply you. 



2010

Painter Pain
23:04 Dec 27 2014
Times Read: 322




Paint me black.

Make me cry.

Pull my hair.

Make me try.

Make me thrash.

Cause me pain.

Make me scream.

Tear my veins.

Slice my skin

Open wide.

Stop my wings.

Tell me why.

Everything

that you do

Makes me wish

we were through.

Press me forth.

Hold my hand.

Teach me how

to love 'gain.

Every tear

that I shed.

Every drop,

drips of red.

Sear my heart.

Tell me lies.

Teach the game.

Hold the ties.

This is how

it has gone.

Every day.

Dusk til Dawn. 

I scream out.

Call to you.

Never 'gain.

We're not through.

Pull away.

Don't you walk.

Hide the lies.

Stall the talk.

In the end

I will win.

You'll not love.

Never again.



2007

My Shadow
22:55 Dec 27 2014
Times Read: 324

The demon inside cries for release.

From it's prison it screams.

It lays with me and lies. Never cease

to shock me. Haunt my dreams.



Push my buttons, demon, lost and crazed.

My pity for you shies,

Crawls away in the wake of your rage.

Beat 'gainst the cage. It tries



To seduce me. It calls out my name.

The fire inside burns,

I long to give in. Hang my head, shamed.

The need will always churn.



It eats at me, pleads me to deny

Myself. Forsake it. Please

End the pain. I listen to it cry.

Infecting me, disease



Spreads torturing my soul. A slow death.

The demon blocks my mind,

Possessing me. It's stealing my breath.

There's no more sense of time.



It tells nothing but truth wrapped in lies.

How strange, where it resides.

I beg it and plead, while still it cries.

Pain won't lessen inside.



Emptiness, hollow and real, push aside.

Breathe but withhold a sigh.

You know in your heart, as sure as the tides,

We're all destined to die.



2006

Love's Plea
22:53 Dec 27 2014
Times Read: 325




My love there's something deep inside,

That I need to tell you with pride:

Your soul is pure, white and clear.

Your life is vibrant, and near

To you stands someone waiting

For your heart to search, and sing

Of a love once known but lost,

Forced to pay the highest cost.

It loathes the one that stole 'way

The love you swear to this day

Brought the joy into your life,

Then left you there, spoiled with strife.

Of all the things that I'll do,

Ne'er shall I be leaving you

In the way that your love did.

My heart jumps, races and skids

Inside it's cage within me

At the thought of "mine you'll be."

I know you have it yet to say,

But I will wait everyday

'Til through the fog comes your voice

That says "you're mine. final choice."

Even if you do me wrong,

I'll swear to you, all along;

"That's fine ma chere, je t'aime encore,

And I'll love you forever more."



2007

Gone
22:51 Dec 27 2014
Times Read: 326

You were always there,

Always held me tight.

Sat and stroked my hair,

when nothing would go right.



I love you, I miss you,

I wish you would come back.

Without you, I'm confused.

My life's shrouded in black.



2006

Flood
22:29 Dec 27 2014
Times Read: 328

Here comes the water. All I knew and all I believed are crumbling images that no longer comfort me. I scramble to reach higher ground, some order and sanity, or something to comfort me. So I take what is mine, and hold what is mine, suffocate what is mine, and bury what's mine. Soon the water will come and claim what is mine. I must leave it behind, and climb to a new place now. This ground is not the rock I thought it to be. Thought I was high, and free. I thought I was their divine destiny. I was wrong. This changes everything. The water is rising up on me. Thought the sun would come deliver me, but the truth has come to punish me instead. The ground is breaking down right under me. Cleanse and purge me in the water. 



2005