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Sometimes I get lost in my head. It's hard to really explain but it's kinda like jumping on a train and riding it through your brain examining everything you see.. Except you only see things for a split second. Just long enough to register what it is and recognize certain aspects of it then move on to the next thought in front of you. It's an intense emotional roller coaster. It gets overwhelming.. but there's no way off the train. There's no way to steer it or direct it's course. You just have to let the thoughts wash over and whip by you. There's no escape either. No way to get out of your head or even to the edge of your mind so you can grab something to hold on to. You can't not see. You can't not think. You just hang on and suffer through it and hope it ends soon. After its done you agree with yourself that it wasn't as bad as it seemed. You even admit that you kinda liked it. Sometimes things aren't as bad as you first think. Sometimes your thoughts hold the keys. Sometimes wandering is the only way to get anywhere.