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Kiss my lips so sweetly. Lie in my bed next to me. When i am gone this nightmare will be over. the tears i shed in vain. the promise that was once made. to never hide behind the truth even if it is not said. My world so cold and grey once more. the black empty place the one could call me heart. how did i let you lead me to this misforgotten place. I cheated death once before. my sister found me on the floor. lifes elixure flowing from my veins. Love is a two way street never meant to fall so deep you are the one true love that i had been looking for never thought that i could love any more. why does it cut me so deep to know that you took my sanity from me. i wish for pain to dull the emotion so that i may be able to kill the numbness that sits in my chest. oh sweet revenge that i could. but it would do neither of us and good. I love you but it will never be the same.

Every time i go away i seem to come back with more things on my mind then when i left. I guess that i am a glutten for punishment. I never thought that my life would turn out this way. i never nknew that I was ever suposed to fall head over heals for anyone. I just wish that i had all the answers to make things right. I wish that i could be this pillar of stregnth that i want to be instead of letting my emotions take over.