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~~~~LIFE....AS SUCH........................

04:26 Feb 24 2008
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why do i feel





like the baskerville hounds are



about to devour me





is it because .....well, i know why......



fuckin hell fire



i am on a right downer........



i am missing something, i know, in my life



but i dunno what it is.....



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~~~IVE BEEN WHAT~~~LOL

11:47 Feb 23 2008
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You have been THROTTLED.



You are trying to send too many messages through the Message Center in too short an amount of time.





i only sent 2 lol :)


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~~~The survivors~~~~

16:57 Feb 13 2008
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=^..^=



i made it i made it



the shit of



last year



1 year on i am HERE and SMILING





Photobucket


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LadyChordewa
LadyChordewa
06:50 Feb 14 2008

Congrats hon!



 

well....as this day passes~~~~ fretful,upset & Every emotion thats

16:40 Feb 13 2008
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...............



...........................





possible



goes through my head.



To the day, NOT the date ( i have the luck of that tomorrow)



at 11.30pm UK time.



I nearly died at the hands of the wonderful "LordLestat" Himself...known on Vr as this...aka FREEBIRD



well he AINT fucking free now is he.



he caved my head in with a hoover



totally trashed my face, arms , breasts, legs,



pulled a lot of my hair out

my lip, nose ring, nipple ring



and kicked me senseless with his newrocks on....the pair, i bought him.



Before I met this fuckin bastard, i was a very confident, easy, laid back kinda person.



He made me into a timid, nervous pitiful peice of shit.



Ove the time all this were happening, there were a few VR members who i confided in ( 3 actually ) I WILL NEVER FORGET THOSE kind 3, i diddnt tell anyone else, as he used to intercept everything i was doing, ie: messaging ect on VR.



I couldnt tell anyone as he wouldnt allow me out of the house, i had no phones, no communication with ANYONE apart from my beloved friends on VR.



its 4.35pm uk time as i type.

Thgis time last year ( 14th feb ) as per usual, he was starting to gert to be a twat....nothing new there.



~~~HERE YA GO JIMBO"



~~Lord Lestat~ Freebird~~~



we werent even married 2 years when this shit started. and just before i met him, he had got out from an 11 year prison sentence for att murder on his x girfriend. I DID NOT KNOW THIS at the time.







To all men,women in a domestic violent relationship.....



get the fuck out before it really is too late



I was hours, maybe less away from death.



( me 2 weeks after the attack )







DONT LET THIS HAPPEN PLEEEEEEZE, TO ANY ONE OF YOU.







I was lucky, i survived this bastards work.



I am ALIVE for my daughter and my kitties xxxxxxxxxxx



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Maledicta
Maledicta
13:12 Feb 23 2008

I've said it before Lyz, and i'll say it again, you are an amazingly stong woman to come out of all that with your sanity, looks and sense of self intact!





 

~~~FOR MY DEAR DAD~~~

23:12 Feb 05 2008
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i nevr told him this



in his living years






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6th febuary~~~

23:08 Feb 05 2008
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~~





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i wrote about the 4th Febuary



now today, a few mins in UK time,



is 6th



febuary



~~~~~~~~~~.....................~~~~~~





This day



2 days after his birthday, my father died



Mr W.M.D.



My dad got a knighthood for his work for this fuked up United Kingdom.



4th Febuary was his birthday...





yes, i repeat myself.....



so fukin what......



my dad was my dad.....



he ,...iof you have read my journal entry on the 4th Feb....



is kind if debatable that he was murdered....



I loved my mum so much



and really diddnt have time for my poor dad



but do you know what....



my dad...



he took me everywhere..



fishing



out on my bike as a kid..



he taught me how to swim



read



write



everything.....................



and guess what..



I showed him fuck all respect in his later years...

why.



because of my bloody mother.......



dont even ask......



she used to drug me up from the age of 12 with barbituarts...



i wasnt told anything about "birds and bees" thing



yeah in a fashion that would have freaked out nurse fuckin ratchett off the film one flew over a cukkoos nest.,



i never realised how much i LOVED LOVE my dad till ,....maybe 3 years ago



now it is too late



love you dad



and i am sorry for what i let happen....



I diddnt know at the time how bad you were being treated by someone



who



i trusted



you always used to say to me



"elyzabeth...trust no mortal"



I wish i had listened....



youre in my dark heart forever dad



and may you be resting well in yourhot coffin



I LOVE YOU DAD ♥

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