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ok i had to go talk to this ppl bout wat james did to me n i had to talk to them for an hour at least n then wen my mom got to talk to them they didnt tell her any thang bout wat is going to happened next i rele dont lyk CPS they're jerks....well yesterday i went to newport ky with my unclle cousin my uncles gf jamie n hrer mom n sis n her daughter n her nepthew(yea a lot of ppl) well i hated it my uncle has lost his damn mind goin gout with her she is pregnt n she smokes wat an idoit , she doesnt have her others kids cuz she is a bad mother n chris (my uncle) didnt even pay attentoin to me , he was all over jamie n he was hanging out with Breanna n Austin (daughter n nephew) i hate him so oooo much n wat makes him that think that he can cruse in fornt of me n i cant in font of him well jhe can jus go to hell, it is going to take a long tym for him to get respect from me........i hate this fucking family all we can do is talk bout ppl behid there baks n fjus fuck it i hate them all i cant not wait til me and daniel live togerther!!!! n i cant get my poems n journal bak til my mom copies all the pages cuz the CPS wanted to sse them wat bitchs there are i want my poems n journal now!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK IT!!!!!!

i m sooooo piossed at my mom i want my poems n im soo going to go thruogh her room..well h/o im going to go now n look.......................damn i cant find them i guess i will have to ask her to bring them home...so i can add them!!!!!!!!!, but i still hate her..... but wat rele makes me mad is that i have groups that i had tem n lyk i have one that i added to the computer n a group that i need to add n plus she toook my papers that i wrote on botu how i feel n she got the all together n its going ot take me awhile to get them organized again....n i hate to have to day that ....god shea a bitch........for now on im going to have to out my poems n the journal rite after i write them.........ERG!!!!!!!!!!!!..........i fucking hate her.......n i cant remember which poems go inthe gruops n that mean im oing to ahve to look on the computer then try to find the poems n yea.........i have over 20 poems i need to add.n she wonders y i hate her.......wat a loser ass bitch....

: i wrote an eamil telling daniel (bf) that i cut my self n i didnt i was jus wondering wat he wud do nthen my sis found it n she came up n said that i want every thang out of here that u can cut ur self with so i had to tell her that i didnt do it n that i was ying n she said that now im thinking i have to hid all my knifes n shape stuff n plus my mom took all my poems n journals cuz the CPS lady was them n i m mad at her cuz she took them w/o asking , lyk if she wud have told methat they wanted them i wuc have gave them to her but i was mad at her cuz she dot in to my personal stuff n took it last nite i was going to look at my peoms n i didnt find them n i was freaking out so i went it go ask my mom n it was lyk 12:30 am n she was in bed i was lyk were are my poems n then she told me so i have...im so borad n tired n i cried again to day cuz i miss daniel soooo much!!!.....life rele bites i hate ti soooo fucking much wen i m i going to have a day good...i have had a rele bad week..........i WANT my poems i want to add them to here but no my fucking my took them w/o asking me wat a bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant believe that my frens bf thainks that she is cheating on him with a 23 year old hello she 14 n its her sises bf wat a stucip guy!!!! if daniel ever thoughjt that i wud hit him but he he actully thought that i was pregent foe awhlie wen my cousin told him that i was i hated miles for that!!!!..........thats gay....yay! .....ohio is for lovers is on.i love this song........cuz i cant make it on my own cuz my heat is in ohio........b/c u kill me......my final bretahe is gone.........sry got cared away but ne who.....i wishdaniel wud get on god damn him....i have a head ache now that rele bites too..........i think htta in going to send daniela email n yell at him.no i want to b nice to him......b/c wen we frist meet i wa a bitch to him...lol....n now look where we are!..i meet him through a fren of mine she was dating him n then i jus started to talk to him n we statred to date good thang that my fren got another bf be we started dating she wud have killed me!! but who cares i havent talked to her in awhile..........my neck hurts i think that i sleeped wrong...oche....h/o tell me pop it.......that fellt good..lol...im rele baord n i want food...ttyl

there is nothing to do at all daniel is still alseep n he hasnt called me n thats bites...im so tired n i still have to pack but i dont want to soo i guess i will saty on til my mom yells at me to get off n help her but i hope she doesnt cuz i dont want to n i hate being aroundher all any tyms!!!!! i rele hope that i have a good wek this week cuz i think im going to go have a break down if i have a bad week well....this week i have to go to therapy n then i have to talk to a investeragtor--->sp? to see if ithey can make wat james did to me a case and if they dont he cant walk free n that suckzzz but if they do i have to go to caourt n hopefully they put him n jail so i can keep my dog nhe can hurt me or any one else!!!!!!!

i think i should rele submit my poems to the newspapers n see if the will put them in there that wud be kewl...but...i dont think that they will cuz my ppoaams are a lil on the dark sidej n i dont think that paents n kids want to read then.... they night think that i crazyyy...whick i am no doubt bout that tho...i think that i will submit then n if they dont lyk them thats there bad not mine ...wat the hell am i going to lose...nothing....

ok so i went ovr to my old house in i went up staris to get my stuff all of it was all over the floor i got sooo fucking bad i hate my grandpa he had not rite to do that....im jus so glad that im out of that house.....but i have to un pack akll my stuff n that rele bites!!!!!......and wrost of all l i cant talk to my bf cuzzz he is asleep n i have to un pack in a llil bit n put that stuff in my neew room which i might add its smaller then my old room....ppl suck!!this week rele does suck got kiced out of my house i lose to of my frens i had to talk bout wat james did to me to the CPS n ppl who are reading this james is my step dad who raped or mulested-->sp? or w/e u want to call it n yea.................if u want to kno morew about my life jus message me! n i willl tell u.........byezzz

god i hate to move n pack...i should be use to it cuz i have move all my life but im not i m sooo pissed alt my fimily i swaer i wish they all wud die i cant wait to b fucking 18 n get the hell out of the god damn state n move to england............i rele hate my grandpa for doing this i didnt do a damn thang to him.......and it wasnt 2 houras on the fone i was talking to daniel(bf) for an hour........hes so gay i hate him so him........i so wwish that i had my razor!!!!!!!but no my mom took it away all well i'lll jus to to the store n gte shaveung razor n break them so i can get the blade that wat i did last tym!!!!! i rele need to but my poem in here but that thang is soooo long!!!i wish daniel wud fucking all me to caim me down for crying out lound!!!!! i dont thinkt hat he is doing any thang to day but i think he is fighting with hims mom bout going over there!!! life fucking sucks!!!!! n wrost of all i have to go pack again n i hate to go see my grandpa im sooo going to get in a fight with me if he says any thang to me!!! mother fucker!!!!!

omfg to day i jus got lkicked out of my house cuz my grandpa doesnt want us to live there anymore well i ws talking to daniel on the fone for lyk an hour n he got on n told me to get off n then i was lk ok well then i went down staris n he said that i was on thiin ice with him n i was wut n he said if u are lieing bout james ur out of here n i was lyk y the fuck wud i lie n i was walking a way n then he said that im not done with u n i was lyk im doing with u n he said i dotn lyk u n ur mom living here n i was lyk well i dont want to live her n so i called my mom n told her n then my mom came in the house n then he started to yell at he n then he said that we had to move out my july 1 n so now we are ling wth my sis n yea...im rele mad n sad rite now!!!!!!!!!!! n my frens dont believe me n i m mad at them n i hate them n i not going to talk to them any more n my LIFE FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hate my life!!!!!!! i wish my fucking parents wud die so fucking bad