We met online back on April 1, 1999 On TalkCity in a chatroom called disability-w-friends.
I knew you then as september-skies and as sepy and as Kerrie.
We talked online and got to know each other and fell in love with each other.
On May 24, 1999 we got married online and we renewed our vows on June 25, 1999.
We made promises to each other to meet in person.
We met in Memphis Tenn on Mon. Dec. 4, 1999.
We hugged each other and talked to each other and we made love to each other.
We went to San Antonio, Texas where I was born and lived at that time.
I got sick with the flu badly and you saved my life.
We stayed with each other in San Antonio, Texas until you had to come back to North Carolina in May of 2000.
You know I had wanted to go with you back to North Carolina but I was scared and unsure if I should leave San Antonio, Texas for good or not.
After you drove off that night I cried and I wished I had gone with you instead of hesitating like I did.
When you called me from North Carolina, I decided to join you there and you helped me get here.
When I arrived here in North Carolina, you picked me up and took me to your home.
You introduced me to your children and showed me your home.
We made love that night in May of 2000 and we made plans to get married and start a new life together.
Despite all the problems we encountered we endured and overcame.
Finally we got married on Tues. Dec. 4, 2001 at 7:00 p.m. E.S.T.
We stayed married to each other and helped each other until we talked about getting a divorce for medical reasons.
You knew I didn't believe in divorce and still I gave in and allowed you to divorce me so we could both get our medicade.
It hurt knowing we were divorcing but you promised me that we are still married to each other.
In the last few months I didn't think nor knew that you'd get sick and die.
When your birthday came on Friday September 2, 2005 I wished you a happy birthday and I meant it too.
On Monday September 5, 2005 you woke me at 4:00 a.m. in the morn yelling "OH" and holding your left side.
After you had fallen 3 times and came home barely able to walk, I tried to get you to go to the hospital but you wouldn't go.
On Tuesday September 6, 2005 I tried again to get you to go to the hospital but you wanted to wait another day.
On Wednesday September 7, 2005 you were in alot of pain and and I finally convinced you to let me take you to the hospital.
Little did we both know that this would be our final weeks together with each other.
You passed away on Thursday September 29, 2005 at 9:41 a.m. as I was with you and held your hand.
It tore my heart out to know I had lost you, my heaven sent angel.
I am lost without you and your voice and your blue eyes.
You left your children and me and went home with God.
You have not only changed your children's and my life but the lives of others and we all greive at your passing away.
You left huge gaping holes in your children and I.
You are one of a kind and not replacable.
For the 5 and a half years I have known you and love you and be in love with you, you have been my light in my world.
No one can ever replace you in your children's lives and in my life as you have been the only woman for me always and forever.
One day you and I will meet in heaven and we'll be together again forever as you are my one and only wife as there are no others before you nor after you that will be the wife you have been to me.
I'll always love you and be in love with you until we meet again in heaven my beloved Nola.
By William Paul Seifert AKA WhiteSnowWolf, Husband Of Nola
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