Too many people are messaging me all of a sudden.
I don't know what to do.
Asking who I am.
If my real name is Wednesday.
I just wanted to be a flame in the midst of a thousand flames.
My whole being says shut this profile down and start anew.
My mistress beautifulenlightenment would tell me patience.
My add and anxiety tell me different.
Even amongst the twisted I will stand out.
I just want to be noticed not really noticed.
I never wanted to be anyone's #mcm.
I just wanted to be noticed.
I'm too drunk to write.
I just want to paint.
But I'm probably too drunk for that too.
This is what my life has come to.
A series of drunken nights just so I can fall asleep.
For 3 hours at best.
They told me selling my soul would come back to haunt me.
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