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well here i am again poundering how life is. ask retorical questions. does any one care or are we all the loest life forms on this planet. some of these questions my seem blek and troubles some but i know i am not the only ones who have thought it. does that make it ok or just disturbed? well one can only count on one thing in this world for shore and that is death it is that and life that we share together as a race and a species. love there is and endless word pplz through it around lusid and the word has in some way lost its meaning. what do i crave what do you? what is the worlds and lifes ultamate prize pool is ther one? far smarter pplz than me have most likely asked and not been answered. is there a god if so will he meet us and say dude you missed the point to life???? or is life just a nother saying that us humans need to give us a purpose and securtiy of why we live then die? one may know but how does one find the answer.

cought up in a world of cruel intentions, a sea of vial filth were ever you look. people who judge on a first bases experiance on the first words. driven to slave of a job, just to survive looseing ones sanity. why do we do it? how does one escape to find i medium in there own travles. travel but where too? countries copyed in fashion to suit who? me you the common person no. rules ritten on dollar bills coming from the curupt, and for what for them to drown in there own self worth and outcasted and scretenised by ever one with nothing. they can make a difference but do they? and if asked most would say all is greed in the eyes of me and me alone

why does the world have to be sucha morbid place? i find my self searching for things that will not be obtained, things that i can if others are willing and all for what? we live in a sociaty were love is a sold item with match maker sites and mail order brides. the church has been responsible but never acountible for acts of love war throught out time. will it stop or will it survive. prosercution by the masses rule free like an angury mob yet we so nothing for the one being attact why? is it we fear the rath being turned on us or soemthing more of a fear of freedom of speech. to quick to judge other people on what they do or what they like rather than on there word and merit. the world i would have will never be found but some will share a dream and live together. the human nature is a pack animal and even in today sociaties is relivent. who you hang out with, talk to even be seen with. why can the world of so called intelligent people let this happen and thrive for the purpose of its one destruction of the human race.