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I have become so distant from good friends and family. Not because I dont want them in my life but there is something that is pulling me away. I was silence. I was to be alone. I want to just not physically talk anymore. It's because so exhausting. They all reach out and tell me they care and theh want to help but that seems to push me away even more. Why am I like this? What's going on?? Why do I find more consolation from strangers than from those who know me??

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Neinmortlan
01:44 Apr 30 2020

im told im this way... im told this... but i’m unwilling to see it as my fault

to me there’s no blame, nor shame... just the way i am

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I sleep just because I dont want to feel this reality anymore
I don't belong here. This can't be it. There has to be more.