Ok so I finnally relaxed, finally chilled out, took a bike ride to savemart, bought some milk, ice, kalulah, butterscotch snapps, and a redbox... needless to say I had a good evening, only to be woken up today a day before the hearing by a call from a guy saying he is the b*tch's lawyer, I mean c'mon, the F'n day before! ugh!!!!!! I'm steemed I was so pissed I called my baby and yelled at her! AGH!! so now I'm venting, and writing it down so that the whole world can laugh at my personal entry's. anyway, I'm going to go eat luch
well it's here, the day I've been dreading for what seems like eternity. On friday, I wil go to court, for my divorce, and hopefully more right to my boys. It's curious how just knowing that you have to go through something like this changes how you see life, everything I have done, has been to get my boys closer to me, and althoug I try so hard it just seems to be slipping from my fingers, maybe that's a good thing, maybe this is the great mother and father, say "here, let us take care of this one." I'm not sure of anything anymore, all I can do is think about this damn court date, I mean it's sickening, but hey it's life right, well I've probably bored you with enough of my life I'll probably write more later though
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I know that impending 'doom' feeling...in any case, good luck.
Well, if it is any consolation, you're not the only one who is getting a divorce. Unfortunately though, at the moment I can't afford mine. so I've got to wait. But good luck with yours. May the Father and Mother bless you
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