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Okay so I just finished watching Taking Chance. Seriously if you have no idea how seriously these men and women take their jobs or how much respect and honor they deserve than watch this movie. This movie has shown me the warmer side of the Marines. I am honored to be protected by such dedicated men and women. I feel very privileged.

Don't judge the song just by the title. You have to actually listen to the lyrics to understand.



last resort-papa roach

I stand alone- godsmack?

my way-limp biscuit

lifeline-papa roach

riot- three days grace

Welcom to my life- simple plan

Perfect- Simple Plan

Broken Home- Papa Roach

Inside the Fire- Disturbed

Why do I always have to be the responsible one? Why do I always have to be the reliable one? I always say oh yeah I can do that or sure no problem. I keep putting other people first and I am sick of it. When is it time for me? I want a freaking week to my self for my self where I don't have to worry about anything or anyone but me.



I am not the only one in this freaking house yet I do pretty much everything. Are you serious! Ugh! All I can do is suffer in silence I guess!.

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RedQueen
05:22 Sep 20 2010

um, no......



See how easy that was?



Just say NO. You will be amazed at how much control you give yourself with that one little word.



You do nobody any good taking everything on yourself, runnig yourself ragged, and then resenting people for because you feel they made you do it. Better to learn, granted in small doses, to just say no, and manage what you can. You'll enjoy things more, and you'll like yourself and your friends alot more.



I for one took the extra added step of planning small "trips" for myself. Since I worked for Hilton this was alot easier, but the premise is the same. Find a spot about an hour or so drive away, book yourself a room, and just do what you want to do. Tell the front desk no calls unless it is an emergency, and then read, go for walks, have dinner out with a book, whatever- you will be amazed how much better you feel.



But that's just my two cent's worth.....

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VicereineOfAngels
06:43 Sep 16 2010

As I thought *giggles*

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So I was just reading my past journal entries and Wow! What a change in my feelings for my fiance. I used to be lost with out him, completely and utterly in love. Now I cringe when he calls, hurry to get off the phone with him, and can barely stand the man. I know, I know! People change and along with them so do feelings but I still feel bad I feel like I am lying to him right now. I just want out! I don't want to do this anymore. I want to be free from the bond of a relationship. You know I was so caught up with the fact that I was alone that I decided that being with anybody is better than being alone. How wrong was I! I would much rather be the eternal bachelorette than be stuck in a miserable relationship like I am now. This is not healthy at all.