My love there's something deep inside,
That I need to tell you with pride:
Your soul is pure, white and clear.
Your life is vibrant, and near
To you stands someone waiting
For your heart to search, and sing
Of a love once known but lost,
Forced to pay the highest cost.
It loathes the one that stole 'way
The love you swear to this day
Brought the joy into your life,
Then left you there, spoiled with strife.
Of all the things that I'll do,
Ne'er shall I be leaving you
In the way that your love did.
My heart jumps, races and skids
Inside it's cage within me
At the thought of "mine you'll be."
I know you have it yet to say,
But I will wait everyday
'Til through the fog comes your voice
That says "you're mine. final choice."
Even if you do me wrong,
I'll swear to you, all along;
"That's fine ma chere, je t'aime encore,
And I'll love you forever more."
The demon inside cries for release.
From it's prison it screams.
It lays with me and lies. Never cease
to shock me. Haunt my dreams.
Push my buttons, demon, lost and crazed.
My pity for you shies,
Crawls away in the wake of your rage.
Beat 'gainst the cage. It tries
To seduce me. It calls out my name.
The fire inside burns,
I long to give in. Hang my head, shamed.
The need will always churn.
It eats at me, pleads me to deny
Myself. Forsake it. Please
End the pain. I listen to it cry.
Infecting me, disease
Spreads torturing my soul. A slow death.
The demon blocks my mind,
Possessing me. It's stealing my breath.
There's no more sense of time.
It tells nothing but truth wrapped in lies.
How strange, where it resides.
I beg it and plead, while still it cries.
Pain won't lessen inside.
Emptiness, hollow and real, push aside.
Breathe but withhold a sigh.
You know in your heart, as sure as the tides,
We're all destined to die.
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
Creative life is a dynamic bridge between opposites.
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