I just spent the last half an hour reading back over the last year....and remembering (as best I can)
Its been such a blur, with one stable, Him!
Alot of times loving Him, alot of times hating Him!
And that hasnt changed...but I think we have!
I am truely over the swinging....but thats the one thing thats sure in my life...how un-sure everything is!
But I have a feeling that is soon going to end!
Or I pray it does!
In other news....
His good friend rings me really upset, so I go round to try make things better...which ended slightly messy....
Me saying.."yeah that was great"...between gags!
Then me making some stupid story on why I had to leave!
Im sure you can work out how the story went!
ok filling in again since I am still non computery....
Living in a shed with two friends...not as bad as it seems, hell at least its not a can any more (though the best days of my life were car living days)
Got rid of bikie guy, not as easy as it sounds!
Him and I are living totally different lives, and have cut ties for the moment (my doing and I regret it every day) and not even 2 weeks after getting matching tatts! grrrrr!
Doofs are now my life for thats where my family are now....I love our crew sooooo much!
So now we are finding ways to doof 24/7 lol!
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