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I'm learning the rules of the game...its harder emotionally than I thought it would be. For with every high high, is a low low, and these rules are for everyone no matter who you are, and no matter how much you love or care for someone the rules don't change.

So that is what I think the clairvoyant meant...if I am willing to abide by the rules of the game...I will have him forever!

The numbness doesn't last long enough!

As we came out of the club this morning, he told me that when I was sober I am going to have to explain to him something that I am not sure I am going to be able to....how can I explain something that I am not sure I understand myself!

I have finally emerged from the fog I have been in for the past few days.....I think its time to take a step back and take a closer look at what I have turned into.

Some photos of my new Scarification being done, not for the faint hearted....lol!



The mark up!





These were taken in 3 stages!













After...you can see here were the skin has been removed out on the half moons.





And now the healing begins





It was my job to take the photo when he poured the alcohol on it and set it a light....needless to say I was kind of distracted with the whole pain aspect and missed the shot...lol!

He told me last night he will never leave me, that no matter what I say he will always be by my side.....I love him!

I don't ever want to forget this time of my life...and I don't ever want these days and nights to end!

I am too happy, my care factor is zilch and together we just may take over the world....lol!