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I'd do anything to know how to make things right....I don't know who to fix this!

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Silverbow
19:40 Mar 01 2009

I can empathize..

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His mood swings confuse me...I know detoxicing is hard, and that our life is alittle strange, so I tell him I love him, that no matter what I am here for him, what else can I do...and now other people around are getting confused by his actions, which is good in a way, cause I thought it was just me there for a while....but I can't force him to be what everyone (including me) wants him to be...I just want him to be happy again.....

Things are so bazaar and all I can think of is that I miss talking to you, I miss your advice, I miss your smart ass comments, I miss your humor, I miss your wisdom, I miss that you once cared enough to reach out to me.

I have people all around me that tell me they love me...but I miss how you understanded me more than they ever will!

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Silverbow
04:49 Feb 21 2009

: hugs:

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I can't believe how much I miss it....I think I have come to terms with the fact that I will never have it again....but it still doesn't sit well, in fact it devastates me....but I know its my lot in life and no matter how much I don't want this, it's just the way it is!

Funny how much confusion one can have in ones life....I use to try and work things out, now I just let it all happen around me...it all seems too hard and to much thinking to make any of it seem alright, I might make abit of a effort to clean up a situation abit, but if it gets too much like hard work I give up and see if it falls into place by itself......so far.....not so much!