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So many things at times seem unfair. Is it the decisions we make or the lies we investigate that bring problems? or is the truth there the whole time right in our faces? Have you ever watched a person who you may love or care about make the decisions without telling you the details of their life because they may have been too embarrassed or confused to put what they were experiencing Into words? I also have been this person but not this time, This jewel who found me was the only One who says love true love, and real mind.

Now I understand why Buddhists "We don't make plans for the future" I knew a person who brought out the good in me, for Years I was empty and this person brought me purpose. Started as friends and turned into something more. Only after 3 three the door just closed in my face today once more, not due to anything either of us has said or done to each other. We lived in harmony living for the thrill of the next meet. The Universe as cold as it could be has my life my biggest fear of losing a soulmate.

Now my heart is empty once more and as stand alone again just staring at that door. This door comes to me whether I'm rich or poor. I know it's the Not universe who laughs at me for suchness is not form and form is not suchness. The universe is moveable, unbreakable incapable of being moved at all in this existence. So I know the Negative forces who Go out Of their way to trip make you fall, and come back to kick on other days. They use people around you people who you know, and some they trust, but you can't blame them we all have been there and you have no choice but to watch the fate of the loves you redeemed so close.

I think to myself I only see heaven here once in a while like a mirage, I Have to say I Hell more than Heaven, but for now, it's just my perception.


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