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Guys Suck Ass, But Heres What I Want
02:50 Aug 23 2005
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TOP THINGS I WANT IN A MAN



Romance (roses, star gazing, candles, cuddling, etc.)

Humor (need to be able to laugh at them/me)

Need to be able to tell whats wrong

If they dont know, they need to be able to figure it out

They should know everything about me

Trial/Error is a prefectly good way to find out

They should love my friends and my mom no matter what

They should always be proud of me

Compliments are nice every now and then but dont over do it

When i say something like "your stupid" reply with things like "only for you"

Expect high things from me and you will get it

Be proud NO MATTER WHAT I DO

When we fight and i say sorry, you should interrupt me with "No, Im sorry" if i suck up my pride, so should you

Dont ever lie, white lies are ok to an extent, if its something i want to know tell me (im a woman, i love to know everything)

Have your friends but make sure you still have time for me

Dont over work yourself

Be glad your with me instead of someone else

Treat me with the respect you would treat your best guy friend

Treat me as an equal when it comes to smarts (sports and what not, i dont care)

NEVER tell me someone else looks better than me EVER

Introduce me as your girlfriend. No exceptions

Always be welcome to try new things with me and ill be the same

Get jealous, but not over my guy friend ("jealousy is the truest compliment")





More to come when i can think of it. Im very picky i know..... but if im not then ill get someone i dont truly want. So thats what i want. When i meet the guy who meets all of these expectations without changing himself. Ill be one happy senorita.



Practice went extremely well today. Ive felt so much better today at practice than i have in the past 4 or 5 days. Maybe its because i feel "free" from stress of boyfriends or something... i dunno. But i feel better!



Schools the same.... nuff said



Guys are still the same... But anyone could tell you that!



Everyone should also get the new 3 Doors Down cd. Its great. This song is called Landing In London:





I woke up today in London

As the plane was touching down

And all I could think about was monday

And maybe ill be back around



If this keeps me away much longer

I dont know what i will do

Youve got to understand its a hard life

That im going through



And when the night falls in around me

I dont think ill make it through

Ill use your light to guide the way

Cause all I think about is you



Well L.A is getting kinda crazy

And New york is getting kinda cold

I keep my head from geting lazy

I just cant wait to get back home



And all these days i spend away

Ill make up for this i swear

I need your love to hold me up

When its all too much to bear



And when the night falls in around me

I dont think ill make it through

Ill use your light to guide the way

Cause all I think about is you



And all these days i spend away

Ill make up for this i swear

I need your love to hold me up

When its all too much to bear



When the night falls in around me

I dont think ill make it through

Ill use your light to guide the way

Cause all I think about is you



I dunno why i put it on here, its just a great song......

Written in Red
19:50 Aug 20 2005
Times Read: 655

http://www.myspace.com/writteninred



They are the kewlest band! They are Christian Rock, and they are a great band! They are very unsuported though! I dont know why, but they go around state to state, like in South Carolina, and Georgia, and Tennessee, and Alabama, and they need everyones support! They are awesome! If you want to hear theyre demo or just some music they do you can go to



http://www.purevolume.com/writteninredga



If that doesnt work, just go to purevolume.com and search for written in red in georgia. They are an awsome band thats just trying to spread the word of God!



Heres theyre pic!



http://myspace-897.vo.llnwd.net/00141/79/81/141511897_l.jpg

Not so bad day
21:43 Aug 17 2005
Times Read: 657

Well life is way better than the past two days! I think im starting to get strep throat though.... and that sucks horribly! But Kayli brought me meds so its all good!



No plans so far for the weekend. Shane wants to hang out so im gonna see if momll take us all to the movies. Or at least rent some or something. But who knows, she might just say no and then i dont know how to entertain the poor boy.... thats why i hate Haralson County.... nothing to do!



Schools going good still, had that test today, i think i did really good on it. But who knows, theres a test tomorrow in Spanish, im a little worried about it, but then im not. I just hope i do good on it! But i can say that im the only one out of my Algebra 2 class that made 100 on the quiz from yesturday. So im the only one who didnt have to take it again today! Its GREAT! GO ME! And we played "Foxfire" in band today! I was very happy with it! I love it!



I think my cats deaf.... i dunno its weird, cause like when i yell at it to stop messing with something that i dont want it mess with when its older, it doesnt react in any way. And i clap over its head and it doesnt do anything. I really hope hes not deaf....

Better than Eh Day....
02:58 Aug 17 2005
Times Read: 658

We got "Perfidia" on today! Im SOOO happy! ::HAPPY DANCE!:: Thank Gosh we finally got some real work done! Its about time the band stopped being lazy (cg included!) But yea, its not bad so far, but theres a couple of things im worried about with it. But hopefully we can finish by putting "Sing, Sing, Sing" on by Thursday. Then ill be really happy because we can spend 3 practices cleaning it up to make it look good for the first game! That would be awesome!



First test tomorrow in World History. Im not too worried about it, but i think ill mess up a few battle dates and what not. But i should do good. Had a quiz again today in Algebra 2, it was easy, i just hope i make 100 cause i woulda made 100 on the last one if i had reduced the fraction. I felt stupid! But i hope i did better on todays. In Spanish, we finally started chapter one! YES! I cant wait till Spanish 2! Its gonna be great, having whole conversations in Espanol! YAY! But anywho, band music is getting easier to sight read. Its still not at all easy, but its getting easier, maybe someone will get it....



Color guard routines look like robotic cheerleader stuff. It makes Brooke laugh! We have to do an arm swing that looks so retarded she CAN NOT watch me or shell die laughing. I hate it.... were not supposed to look retarded. But oh well, whatever Wendie wants, ill give her!



Still confused about the dating thing.... but i think im leaning more towards Shane right now... hes just more dependable than Brian..... Although Brians called 3 times and i still havent talked to him! Stupid bastard. Im tired of him lieing to me, i wont stand it anymore!

Eh Day
02:16 Aug 16 2005
Times Read: 660






Well today has been blah day.... ive just been in a bad mood all day.. maybe not even a bad one, just kinda depressed. Im really confused about the two guys in my life right now. I mean, its weird how your feelings can change so quickly from one simple little thing. I dunno, i cant decide whether Brians worth all the trouble ive been going through to be with him or not. I mean some say that i might as well keep trying otherwise i just wasted my time with it, but what if by keeping on im just wasting even more time that i could be giving to someone who would give it back to me? I dunno, it just feels weird... i mean i can listen to all the songs that remind me of him now and just not even think about him at all. Its just kinda weird. But then again i dont want to give up on him simply because i still want to try, but then a part of mes telling me that maybe i dont really like him, that i just like how hard he is to have. And plus i cant trust Brian really, god only knows how many women hes been with even while weve been "dating", which i know i cant get mad because hes not mine. But even still, he shouldnt treat me like that. I deserve better than that! UGH! I hate men...



Well we learned two new stand dance routines today..... i hate them. They look really retarded. I feel like a robotic cheerleader. It kinda sucks. But oh well, its the only way everyones gonna be able to do everything the same, so i guess ill bite my tounge and smile! But practice wasnt that bad. It was hotter than normal and we were supposed to put on Perfidia today but it didnt happen. Our band is getting really lazy.... i dont like it at all. I hate laziness... especially in the band. I mean how do they expect to get anything done when no one wants to do it? Then thats just wasting everyones time! I dunno, band its being slow this year, hopefully next year itll change.



Schools still going good, i got Algebra 2 homework (woo...) and Spanish is getting easier. World History is the same as always... boring and pointless. Although i feel that this year im doing better about remembering the important stuff. I seem to be remembering alot more about all the wars and what not a whole lot easier than back in 8th grade.Ugh who knows, maybe ill make a good grade.... like an A+.... wishes....



I need a shower.... i smell from practice today....

New Short Story!
00:47 Aug 12 2005
Times Read: 662

Well im writing a new short story. I dont think itll be any good but its longer than the first one. But i hope everyone likes it when im done. Im going to post it in my stories section of my journal so if you actually read this, be looking out for it!

Fucking Shit
23:27 Aug 07 2005
Times Read: 664

Im quite unhappy right now. I wanted to take new pics to put onto VR but my camera is being stupid. Makes me quite angry. I wish for once something good would happen. I dont have many pictures of me without my braces and im trying to solve that small problem.



Im having problems controlling my sexual urges this month. So far anyways. I keep having sexual thoughts and something inside me burns to make them more than just thoughts. So i think i might write another story. I didnt like the last one i wrote. I felt it didnt show off my talent. It was actually kind of stupid. I might take it off my site. I dont know yet. We'll see i guess.