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today was complete chaos at my school.

bomb threats and fights to kids throwing things. Water ballos to chunks of asphault. Thats is the last day for the seniors of my school.. lucky break for them no longer to endure such

things. Yet in a way it was entertaining to watch such things. the chaos break loose everywere. make me smile and shudder in happiness to see it all.. from the fist thrown to the blood shed.

the tears falling from the eyes of others as the hug and leave the school for good or the summer.. i shed not one tear for i seen not a reason to. call me heartless but i trust no one at that school... seeing the things i have seen i dont blame myself and if you only knew you wouldn't either but for now i am to visit my mother. the least of my worries is her.. i really wish she'd let me live and do as i wish but i guess its a motherly thing. farewell for now untill next time ~raven~

yet another love has left me to be with another... i dont understand it.. i support him for 8 long months and he just up and leaves me for another! i dont think i did anything wrong.... i treated him perfectly .. i didnt yel , argue , anything of these sorts and still he leaves..... i have done my venting on my skin . i sit here typing one handed as the blod runs into a small bucket from the other... i have already released most of the pain but still i vent... i slice more and more just wishing someone would point out what it is i do so wrong! i dont see it .. i really dont.. and untill i do i shall masacre my skin .. untill i find what i seek i wont stop for anyone... i dont see how i could... it helps me from killing someone