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Once I called you mine and loved you blindly

I sweetly sang to you in your loneliest hours

And my words were made alive because of you

Yet now, I only feel the blood flowing out of me

Since you've chosen a path where I refuse to follow

May this choice you've made not lead you to unhappiness

But I am aware I must not hold on to you

Nor even wait if ever for your return

Because from where you are headed,

There is no turning back...

Although there are tears streaming down my cheeks,

I will cut loose these binds that hold us together

For they are dreadfully meaningless now

It is time that I take my own path and walk away from you

I don't know where this will lead me as of now

But I'm sure it will be much better

Than staying at this damned crossroads doing nothing

You have made your decision... and I too have made mine...

So with this fresh deep wound within my heart

We sign this separation with dark blood... my blood

Starting from this day... this hour... this moment...

You will never have power over me.

I stand before you now, black and blue

With my eyes pleading despite the streaming tears

For all I want is to be lost in this moment

So that the chaos and the confusion will disappear

Even if for this minute only

Too long have I tossed and turned in bed

Awaiting for a chance to be rid of this burden

Touch me and let us find release from this world

Make me believe in your caress so tender

Let me be lost in the depths of your eyes

Till I find my place and never leave

I will be yours for the taking

And you will be mine for the asking...

Come to me once more while I silently lie here in the dark

Touch my face as I'd slumber the hushed night away

Let your soft caress lull me into dreams so sweet

Make me remember through your passionate kiss

Just how wonderful love can be in your strong arms

My body has grown uncomfortably cold in your absence

Bring me back to the woman I once was

Fear not the beast within me for she means you no harm

Not unless you wish to destroy her...

Take me as I am, both creature and being

Love me as I love you so blindly for everything

My beloved, will you hear out my cries in the shadows?

There is no death for me but there is immortal torment

Can you soothe my sorrow if I promise to stay?

Will you undo this curse that has befallen upon your lady?

Or at least, would you be by my side forever

To share all things that give both pain and pleasure

To us creatures of the night?

Alabaster skin... deep set eyes

Long ebony hair... pallid face

She walks along silent roads minding no one

Yet sees every soul that passes by

Cloaked in darkness and enveloped in shadows

She is frightening beautiful to behold

Her lips promise heaven without even uttering a word

Yet her power lies not in beauty alone

For when the moon rides high in all his splendor

Her haunting voice echoes in the twilight

She sings of love, and lust, and life

And then lures her willing prey into the night

She kills mercilessly without a thought

She drinks her fill and still she dares

To glance upon his naked dying flesh

"He's not the one who's meant for me..."

So she roams the city streets once more again

Lost but seeking; confused yet certain

Death is but a gift to give...

Life is but a boon to take...

Time is but a thing to waste...

To taste her kiss is blissful drug

To lust for her is madness beyond reality

To love her is beyond all reason to live

For Death has chosen to be her groom

Yet would you dare to steal her away?

Would you be strong enough to withstand her thirst?

To possess her being, her body, mind and unbeating heart?

For if you do, this warning I give

Dare not try to tempt your fate in her arms

Less you not live to see the light of day

For she destroys without a care

Those who are not worthy with her life to share...

For eternity is her love's command

And she won't surrender it till you're also damned.

As I stand this moonlit evening inside my abode to open the door

I know what exactly the reason you came here for...

The candles in the den... the fireplace that glows...

The haunting music...

The cool night breeze that flows through an open window

I see you standing in front of me now

Your eyes still seeking answers that look into mine for comfort

Let me guide you into my world...

To find solace from this dysfunctional reality that we call life

I touch your pallid face and sense your loneliness

Come inside my home and I shall remove all the pain

Hear my melody to soothe the beast that rages within

Lie down beside me to know what peace means in my embrace

I will show you many thing you never even believed to exist

But you must promise to give me your soul...

Only then can I reveal to you my realm of darkness and calm.

I hide in the shadows, bewitched by seeing you again

The way your hair falls across your face

The way your eyes speak a thousand words with their silence

It has been a long time since I last knew of your kiss

And it has been too long since I felt alive in your embrace

The women flock to your side, enchanted by you

And I cry in the darkness, my eyes filled with jealousy

My heart filled with loneliness

As you bring one of them to your home,

I follow you both... making sure you see me not

I stop and gaze at the flickering images in your window

Hushed sighs and whispered passions fill my ears

As I try my best to control the fury of the beast within

She leaves abruptly soon after a while

And only when you have fallen asleep

Do I enter your silent abode.

I stare at you dreaming away the twilight

Your flesh still flushed from making love with her

My heart may have died but my love still burns

Like a forest fire that engulfs even my soul

And now that I realize I cannot have you

It tortures my mind to the brink of insanity

My hunger to feed grows as I come nearer

Yet I only end up kissing your soft lips

Being careful not to awaken your slumbering form

This is bringing me much too much pain

And I must now find release from this thirst

Before I lose myself entirely and unknowingly destroy you

As I leave you tonight, I leave behind my heart

It is quite dead now... battered and bruised...

But it is all yours now and forever.

It is time for you to forget the Vampiress you knew

And realize I am no more

But a horrifyingly enigmatic creature of the night.

In the darkness, I will bind you as one with my soul

In the shadows, I will make your heart whole

In uncertainty, let me be the only one you know

In chaos and confusion, the right path I will show



Kindered spirits, probing minds

Both with pasts that leave much to be left behind

Yearning arms, passionate kiss

Knowing only that intimate touch can cause such bliss



The spark now aflame.. the fire now burns

As for one another, we both will yearn

Yet time and space seems to go to a halt

Our souls are ripe but fate in now at fault



Almost touching.. almost there

Knowing there is so much for us to share

Almost knowing.. almost sure

How long can this aching within endure?



Now as I end this spell with a tear from my eye

You will never know this love as a lie

For you are now bound to me as I am to you

Forever in this circle... forever to be true.

Now painful realization sets in as light faintly flickers

And your false words are like bitterness in my tears

For what truth is there now in the love you offer

When all has been tainted with my own blood?

Must I forsake this blindness

Now that I have come to find deceit in your whispers?

My mind begins to churn in resentment

While my heart is standing on the borders

Of true love and clear hate...

Why must you do this to me?

I have tried to keep you from my deadly nature

Yet it seems you mockingly provoke it

Do you really wish to die in my arms?

Do you really want to know death in my kiss?

Do not dare to push further

Do not tempt me to unleash the beast within

Less you taste unbridled fury

And be forever bound and broken under my spell

My face will haunt you even in sleep

My voice will fill even the air you breathe

And you will crave immortally for my caress

Turn away from your naive ways of mischief

Less I turn into the creature you dread most.

They say Death comes on swift wings through her frail hands

Her enigmatic smile invites you to come closer

Her sensual voice croons you to adore her...

To care for her...

To love her.

Her hypnotizing eyes invite you to hold her close

But once you dare enter her sacred space

There is no turning back for you.

Once her hungry lips touches your awaiting lips

And her long scarlet nails caress your thighs

You would beg rather for blessed death

Than to let her stop her sweet torture

Her rhythmic movements will send you

Into deep dark oblivion

That will only make you crave for more

Again and again and again...

That is when truth becomes too vivid

For you to stare directly in the face

And you'll be lost in her shadowy Eden completely

As I have said, Death comes upon swift wings.

For in my nakedness, I feel your strong arms wrapped around me

The cold bitter rain that falls upon us show no mercy

Yet there in your embrace lies my true home

You shield away the hurt... the pain... the loneliness

And wipe away the blood... the tears... the memories of wandering

I know there is nothing to fear when you hold me

As we'd soar the skies, I feel such heaven being with you

Even if the darkness would take us both now

It would never matter as long as you are by my side

All that is real becomes truth in your eyes

And the dreams we weave become vivid with your tender touch

Your kisses burn like fever upon my hungry lips

And loving words drip like honey for us to savor

Nothing will ever harm us...

Nothing will ever shake us...

Nothing will ever tear us apart.