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No Me Ames (Love Me Not)
03:29 Aug 30 2005
Times Read: 581

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

Dime porque lloras

De felicidad

Y porque te ahogas

Por la soledad

Di porque me tomas

Fuerte asi, mis manos

Y tus pensamientos

Te van llevando

Yo te querio tanto

Y porque sera

Loco testarudo

No lo dudes mas

Aunque en el futuro

Haya un muro enorme

Yo no tengo miedo

Quiero enamorarme



No me ames, porque pienses

Que parezco diferente

Tu no pienses ques es lo justo

Ver pasar el tiempo juntos

No me ames, que comprendo

La mentira que seria

Si tu amor merezco

No me ames, quedate otra dia



No me ames, porque estoy perdido

Porque cambie el mundo, porques es el destino

Porque no se puede, somos un espejo

Y tu asi serias lo que yo de me reflejo

No me ames, para estar muriendo

Dentro de una guerra llena de arrepentimientos

No me ames, para estar en tierra, quiero alzar el vuelvo

Con tu gran amor por el azul del cielo



No se que decirte, esa la verdad

Si la gente quiere, sabe lastimar

Tu y yo partiremos

Ellos no se mueven

Pero en este cielo sola no me dejes

No me dejes, no me dejes

No me eschuches, si te digo "no me ames"

No me dejes, no desarmes

Mi corazon con ese "no me ames"

No me ames, to lo ruego

Mi amargura dejame

Sabes bien, que no puedo

Que es inutil, que siempre te amare



No me ames, pues te hare sufrir

Con este corazon que se ileno de mil inviernos

No me ames para asi olvidarte de tus dias grises

Quiero que me ames solo por amarme

No me ames, tu y yo volaremos

Uno con el otro y seguiremos siempre juntos

Este amor es como el sol que sale tras de la tormenta

Com dos cometas en la misma estela



No me ames... no me ames

No me ames... no, no me ames

No me ames... no me ames

No me ames.

Everything
05:26 Aug 24 2005
Times Read: 586

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

Find me here; speak to me

I want to feel you; I need to hear you

You are the light that's leading me

To the place where I find peace again.



You are the strength that keeps me walking

You are the hope that keeps me trusting

You are the light to my soul

You are my purpose...you're everything.



How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?



You calm the storms; and you give me rest

You hold me in your hands; you won't let me fall

You steal my heart; and you take my breath away

Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?



How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?



Cause you're all I want... you're all I need

You're everything... everything

You're all I want... you're all I need

You're everything... everything.

You're all I want... you're all I need

You're everything... everything

You're all I want... you're all I need

You're everything... everything.

You
15:40 Aug 23 2005
Times Read: 587

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

The words have been drained from this pencil

Sweet words that I want to give you

And I can't sleep; I need to tell you... goodnight.



When we’re together, I feel perfect...

When I’m pulled away from you, I fall apart...

All you say is sacred to me

Your eyes are so blue... I can't look away

As we lay in the stillness

You whisper to me...

"Amy, marry me... promise you’ll stay with me..."

Oh you don’t have to ask me

You know you’re all that I live for

You know I’d die just to hold you; stay with you

Somehow I’ll show you that you are my night sky

I’ve always been right behind you

Now I’ll always be right beside you



So many nights I’ve cried myself to sleep

Now that you love me, I love myself...

I never thought I would say that...

I never thought there’d be you.

To Where You Are (loving dedicated to my late brother Juno)
15:23 Aug 23 2005
Times Read: 590

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

Who can say for certain? maybe you're still here

I feel you all around me; your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness, I can hear you speak

You're still an inspiration... can it be?

That you are my forever love

And you are watching over me from up above?



Fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star

I wish upon tonight to see you smile

If only for awhile to know you're there

A breath away's not far to where you are



Are you gently sleeping here inside my dream?

And isn't faith believing all power can't be seen?

As my heart holds you just one beat away

I cherish all you gave me everyday

'Cause you are my forever love

Watching me from up above

And I believe that angels breathe

And that love will live on and never leave...



Fly me up to where you are beyond the distant star

I wish upon tonight to see you smile

If only for awhile to know you're there

A breath away's not far to where you are...



I know you're there...

A breath away's not far to where you are.

If I'm Not In Love With You
05:26 Aug 22 2005
Times Read: 593

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

If I'm not in love with you

What is this I'm going through tonight?

And if my heart is lying then

What should I believe in?

Why do I go crazy

Every time I think about you, baby?

Why else do I want you like I do?

If I'm not in love with you...



And if I don't need your touch

Why do I miss you so much tonight?

If it's just infatuation then

Why is my heart aching

To hold you forever?

Give a part of me I thought I'd never

Give again to someone I could lose?

If I'm not in love with you..



Oh why in every fantasy

Do I feel your arms embracing me?

Like lovers lost in sweet desire...

Why in dreams do I surrender

Like a little baby?

How do I explain this feeling?

Someone tell me...



If I'm not in love with you

What is this I'm going through tonight?

And if my heart is lying then

What should I believe in?

Why do I go crazy

Every time I think about you, baby?

Why else do I want you like I do?

If I'm not in love with you...

Akap (Embrace)
09:03 Aug 18 2005
Times Read: 596

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

Nagtatanong... (Forever asking)

Bakit mahirap sumabay sa agos ng iyong mundo

(Why is it so hard to be in your world)

Nagtataka... (Forever curious)

Simple lang naman sana ang buhay kung ika'y lumayo

(Life would be simpler if you'd just leave)



Sabihin sa 'kin lahat ng lihim mo

(Tell me all your deep dark secrets)

Iingatan ko... (And I'll keep them sacred)

Ibaling sa 'kin ang problema mo

(Share me all of your problems)

Kakayanin ko... (And I will bear them)



Pikit-mata kong iaalay buwan at araw

(I close my eyes and offer you the moon and the sun)

Pati pa sapatos kong suot

(Even the shoes I wear)

Nagtatanong... (Forever asking)

Simple lang naman sana ang buhay kung ika'y lumayo

(Life would be simpler if you'd just leave)



Sabihin sa 'kin lahat ng lihim mo

(Tell me all your deep dark secrets)

Iingatan ko... (And I'll keep them sacred)

Ibaling sa 'kin ang problema mo

(Share me all of your problems)

Kakayanin ko... (And I will bear them)



Sasamahan ka sa tamis...

(I'll be with you in the sweet)

Sasamahan ka sa dilim...

(I'll be with you in the dark)

Sasamahan ka hangan langit...

(I'll go with you to heaven)

Sasamahan ka sa tamis...

(I'll be with you in the sweet)

Sasamahan ka sa pait...

(I'll be with you in the bitterness)

Sasamahan ka sa dilim...

(I'll be with you in the dark)

Sasamahan ka hangan langit...

(I'll go with you to heaven)

Sasamahan ka... (I'll go with you)



Sabihin sa 'kin lahat ng lihim mo

(Tell me all your deep dark secrets)

Iingatan ko... (And I'll keep them sacred)

Ibaling sa 'kin ang problema mo

(Share me all of your problems)

Kakayanin ko... (And I will bear them)

Insensitive
18:54 Aug 17 2005
Times Read: 599

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

How do you cool your lips after a summer's kiss?

How do you rid the sweat after the body bliss?

How do you turn your eyes from the romantic glare?

How do you block the sound of a voice you'd know anywhere?



Oh I really should have known

By the time you drove me home

By the vagueness in your eyes...

Your casual good-byes...

By the chill in your embrace...

And the expression on your face

That told me maybe you might have

Some advice to give on how to be... insensitive.



How do you numb your skin after the warmest touch?

How do you slow your blood after the body rush?

How do you free your soul after you've found a friend?

How do you teach your heart "it's a crime to fall in love again?"



Oh you probably won't remember me

It's probably ancient history

I'm one of the chosen few

Who went ahead and fell for you.

I'm out of vogue; I'm out of touch...

I fell too fast; I feel too much...

I thought that you might have

Some advice to give on how to be ... insensitive.

Insensitive... insensitive.

Bring Me To Life
03:19 Aug 15 2005
Times Read: 602

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?

Leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb

Without a soul, my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold

Until you find it there and lead it back home



(Wake me up) Wake me up inside...

(I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside...

(Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run

(I can’t wake up) Before I come undone

(Save me) Save me from the nothing I’ve become



Now that I know what I’m without

You can't just leave me

Breathe into me and make me real

Bring me to life...



(Wake me up) Wake me up inside...

(I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside...

(Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run

(I can’t wake up) Before I come undone

(Save me) Save me from the nothing I’ve become



Bring me to life...

(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)

Bring me to life...



Frozen inside without your touch; without your love darling...

Only you are the life among the dead.



(All this time I can't believe I couldn't see

Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me)

I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems

Got to open my eyes to everything

(Without a thought... without a voice... without a soul)

Don't let me die here...

(There must be something more)

Bring me to life.



(Wake me up) Wake me up inside...

(I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside...

(Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up) Bid my blood to run

(I can’t wake up) Before I come undone

(Save me) Save me from the nothing I’ve become



Bring me to life...

(I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside )

Bring me to life.

Lovesong For A Vampire
12:42 Aug 12 2005
Times Read: 605

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

Come into these arms again and lay your body down

The rhythm of this trembling heart is beating like a drum

It beats for you...

It bleeds for you ...

It knows not how it sounds.

For it is the drum of drums; it is the song of songs...



Once I had the rarest rose that ever deemed to bloom

Cruel winter chilled the bud and stole my flower too soon

Oh loneliness... oh hopelessness... to search the ends of time

For there is in all the world no greater love than mine.



(Love... love... love) Still falls the rain...

(Love... love... love) Still falls the night...

(Love... love... love) Be mine forever.



Let me be the only one to keep you from the cold

Now the floor of heaven's laid; the stars are bright as gold

They shine for you...

They shine for you ...

They burn for all to see.

Come into these arms again and set this spirit free...

Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own
12:18 Aug 12 2005
Times Read: 606

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

Tough; you think you've got the stuff

You're telling me and anyone you're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight...

You don't have to always be right...

Let me take some of the punches for you tonight.



Listen to me now; I need to let you know

You don't have to go it alone...



And it's you when I look in the mirror

And it's you when I don't pick up the phone

Sometimes you can`t make it on your own.



We fight all the time

You and I... that's alright

We're the same soul

I don't need... I don't need to hear you say

That if we weren't so alike, you'd like me a whole lot more



Listen to me now; I need to let you know

You don't have to go it alone...



And it's you when I look in the mirror

And it's you when I don't pick up the phone

Sometimes you can`t make it on your own.



I know that we don't talk...

I'm sick of it all

Can you hear me when I sing???

You're the reason I sing...

You're the reason why the opera is in me.



Where are we now?

I've got to let you know

A house still doesn`t make a home

Don't leave me here alone...



And it's you when I look in the mirror

And it's you that makes it hard to let go

Sometimes you can't make it on your own

Sometimes you can't make it...

The best you can do is to fake it...

Sometimes you can`t make it on your own.

THE BLOWER'S DAUGHTER *Closer*
04:36 Aug 11 2005
Times Read: 610

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

And so it is just like you said it would be

Life goes easy on me most of the time

And so it is; the shorter story

No love, no glory; no hero in her sky



I can't take my eyes off of you; I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off of you; I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you; I can't take my eyes...



And so it is just like you said it should be

We'll both forget the breeze most of the time

And so it is; the colder water

The blower's daughter; the pupil in denial



I can't take my eyes off of you; I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off of you; I can't take my eyes off you

I can't take my eyes off you; I can't take my eyes...



Did I say that I loathe you?

Did I say that I want to leave it all behind?



I can't take my mind off of you; I can't take my mind off you

I can't take my mind off of you; I can't take my mind off you

I can't take my mind off you; I can't take my mind... my mind... my mind...

Till I find somebody new.

Vincent
04:16 Aug 10 2005
Times Read: 612

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

Starry, starry night

Paint your palette blue and gray

Look out on a summer's day

With eyes that know the darkness in my soul...

Shadows on the hills

Sketch the trees and daffodils

Catch the breeze and the winter chills

In colours on the snowy linen land.



Now I understand

What you tried to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity

And how you tried to set them free

They would not listen; they did not know how

Perhaps they'll listen now...



Starry, starry night

Flaming flowers that brightly blaze

Swirling clouds and violet haze

Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue...

Colours changing hue

Morning fields of amber grain

Weathered faces lined in pain

Are soothed beneath the artists' loving hand.



Now I understand

What you tried to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity

And how you tried to set them free

They would not listen; they did not know how...

Perhaps they'll listen now...



For they could not love you

But still your love was true...

And when no hope was left inside

On that starry, starry night...

You took your life as lovers often do...

But I could have told you, Vincent,

This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you.



Starry, starry night.

Portraits hung in empty halls

Frameless head on nameless walls

With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.

Like the strangers that you've met...

The ragged men in ragged clothes

The silver thorn of bloody rose

Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow



Now I think I know

What you tried to say to me

And how you suffered for your sanity...

And how you tried to set them free...

They would not listen; they're not listening still

Perhaps they never will...

Incomplete
04:03 Aug 10 2005
Times Read: 615

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

Empty spaces fill me up with holes

Distant faces with no place left to go

Without you within me I can’t find no rest

Where I’m going is anybody’s guess



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete



Voices tell me I should carry on

But I am swimming in an ocean all alone

Baby, my baby... it’s written on your face

You still wonder if we made a big mistake



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete



I don’t mean to drag it on

But I can’t seem to let you go

I don’t wanna make you face this world alone

I wanna let you go alone...



I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete...

Untitled
05:54 Aug 08 2005
Times Read: 618

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

I open my eyes...

I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light

I can’t remember how; I can’t remember why

I’m lying here tonight...



And I can’t stand the pain

And I can’t make it go away

No; I can’t stand the pain...



How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes; I’ve got no where to run

The night goes on as I’m fading away

I’m sick of this life; I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me?



Everybody’s screaming

I try to make a sound, but no one hears me

I’m slipping off the edge; I’m hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again...



So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered

And I can’t explain what happened

And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done

No; I can’t...



How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes; I’ve got no where to run

The night goes on as I’m fading away

I’m sick of this life; I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes; I’ve got no where to run

The night goes on as I’m fading away

I’m sick of this life; I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me?

Boys Don't Cry
10:12 Aug 05 2005
Times Read: 623

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

You sit there on the couch; sipping your scotch and ice

You turn the TV on and tune me out again...



So what would you say to me if you could talk to me?

You could ask anything; I wouldn't lie...

But you're okay with this; damaging awkwardness

So I'll just play it safe and keep it inside

Boys don't cry...



I used to hold your hand; so tight there was no question

But now even when you're near, I've never felt so alone...



So what would you say to me if you could talk to me

You could ask anything; I wouldn't lie...

But you're okay with this; damaging awkwardness

So I'll just play it safe and keep it inside

Boys don't cry...

Boys don't cry...

Boys don't cry...

Boys don't cry... yeah...



If you just stand beside me; I'll keep you in my life

Tell me how much you love me... and I'll be just fine

Don't be afraid of me



So what would you say to me if you could talk to me?

You could ask anything; I wouldn't lie...

But you're okay with this; damaging awkwardness

So I'll just play it safe and keep it inside

Boys don't cry...

Boys don't cry.

Snow On The Sahara
11:08 Aug 04 2005
Times Read: 636

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

Only tell me that you still want me here

When you wander off out there

To those hills of dust and hard winds that blow

In that dry white ocean alone

(Lost out in the desert; you are lost out in the desert)



But to stand with you in a ring of fire, I'll forget the days gone by

I'll protect your body and guard your soul from mirages in your sight

(Lost out in the desert; you are lost out in the desert)



If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track

I'll be the moon that shines on your path...

The sun may blind our eyes; I'll pray to skies above

For snow to fall on the Sahara...



Just a wish and I will cover your shoulders with veils of silk and gold

When the shadows come and darken your heart

Leaving you with regrets so cold

(Lost out in the desert...)



If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track

I'll be the moon that shines on your path...

The sun may blind our eyes; I'll pray to skies above

For snow to fall on the Sahara...



If that's the only place where you can leave your doubts

I'll hold you up and be your way out...

And if we burn away, I'll pray to skies above

For snow to fall on the Sahara...

Uninvited
10:56 Aug 04 2005
Times Read: 637

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

Like anyone would be

I am flattered by your fascination with me

Like any hot-blooded woman

I have simply wanted an object to crave

But you... you're not allowed

You're uninvited; an unfortunate slight...



Must be strangely exciting

To watch the stoic squirm

Must be somewhat heartening

To watch shepherd need shepherd

But you... you're not allowed

You're uninvited; an unfortunate slight...



Like any uncharted territory

I must seem greatly intriguing

You speak of my love like you have experienced love like mine before

But this is not allowed...

You're uninvited; an unfortunate slight...



I don't think you unworthy--

I need a moment to deliberate...

Color Of The Night
10:49 Aug 04 2005
Times Read: 640

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

You and I; moving in the dark...

Bodies close, but souls apart

Shadowed smiles; secrets unrevealed

I need to know the way you feel



(And) I'll give you everything I am; and everything I want to be...

I'll put it in your hands if you could open up to me...

Oh can't we ever get beyond this wall?

'Cause all I want is just once to see you in the light...

But you hide behind the color of the night.



I can't go on running from the past...

Love has torn away this mask

And now like clouds; like rain...

I'm drowning, and I blame it all on you...

I'm lost -- GOD save me...



(And) I'll give you everything I am; and everything I want to be...

I'll put it in your hands if you could open up to me...

Oh can't we ever get beyond this wall?

'Cause all I want is just once to see you in the light...

But you hide behind the color of the night.



GOD save me... ohhhh...



Everything I am; and everything I want to be...

Can't we ever get beyond this wall?

'Cause all I want is just once, forever and again

I'm waiting for you; I'm standing in the light...

But you hide behind the color of the night.



Please come out from the color of the night...

ANGEL *City Of Angels*
10:26 Aug 04 2005
Times Read: 648

I always believed that my songs are my spells

(since I am a singer)

so here is one of my spells for you...

hope you like it.

*sings*

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance,

For a break that would make it okay...

There's always some reason to feel not good enough,

And it's hard at the end of the day...

I need some distraction-- oh, beautiful release...

Memory seeps from my veins.

Let me be empty... oh and weightless, and maybe

I'll find some peace tonight.



In the arms of an angel, fly away from here...

From this dark, cold hotel room,

And the endlessness that you fear...

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie...

You're in the arms of the angel--

May you find some comfort here.



So tired of the straight line; and everywhere you turn,

There's vultures and thieves at your back...

The storm keeps on twisting; keep on building the lies

That you make up for all that you lack...

It don't make no difference; escaping one last time...

It's easier to believe in this sweet madness

Oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees...



In the arms of an angel, fly away from here...

From this dark, cold hotel room,

And the endlessness that you fear...

You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie...

You're in the arms of the angel--

May you find some comfort here.

You're in the arms of the angel--

May you find some comfore here...