so..m best friend who i loved and i are having a fight. he knows about my other me and well. he has a gf coming up from cali and he knew that i still had feeling 4 him but im telling him he can go have fun and be a kid i know he and his new gf will work out greatim telling him im going to cali anyway tho cuz i need a new start and im tired of seeing all the happy couples and i need to have fun too..im only 19 and i have to act like a mother to 3-5 ppl..i need to have fun seriously
so..matt came over today..i havent seen him in about a week..he may need a tooth pulled bu his ex gf tara(i call her queen bitch) is saying all this shit about him behind his back and apparently saying shit about me behind me back and ppl think i shouldnt hate her guts..god i jsut wanna stab her. or find a way to kill her slowly and painfully..truth..she and tony are tid for first on ppl im gunna kill
well i was jsut thinking...well..i have too much on my plate so im no going to be writing poems for a while..its too much work and i have stuff to take care of. i have the universe on my sholders now and i want it off before i can write good again
ok here is what i got so far:
when im with you
there is no one else around
when im with you
i cant possibly frown
he chases away
all of my fears
and he wipes away
all of my tears
when he wraps me in his arms
all my troubles dissapear
and i dont think they will come back
for many many years
he kisses me
with lips so tender
that into his embrace
i always surrender
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