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for the past week now i havent been able to get somthing out of my head. i want to find my birth parents but then again i dont.... -sighs- i guess ill never make up my mind....

in the beter half of the week i have been cleaning out some of my sories, throwing old ones away and writeing new ones on my laptop. i know i am just blabbing but i dont know what else to write at this point.

sometimes i wish i could die on the spot but then i get to think about the reasons why. my life is pritty fucked up to be blunt. i havent spken to anyone all day and everyone is asking me why.... i keep telling them that it has to do with all of the drama and shit that goes around.