well of course last night i got the usual, "your a fuck up and your not my daughter" speach from my drunk "father" i dont thik i can ever call him that again. so i will correct myself. i honestly dont think allan loves me at all but i ignore the pain and keep my head above it all. usually i would go into the bathroom and cry for hours at a time but i have learn that if you let things like this get to you then you become weak and volnerable to anyting that might happen.
This morning when he went to work i made rose some breakfast, (my foster mom) but of course like always my mind goes all over the place and i forget to eat. but rose loves me and makes me food :)) YEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol.
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KamarillaKaine
17:51 Feb 27 2009
*hugs*
i know how ya feel hun ...
just try to keep in mind ... its the DRUNK talking ... not your real dad ..
i know that doesnt help much right now ... but it might matter some day ...
Blackheresy
18:08 Feb 27 2009
Sorry for your troubles but I wish you the best.
cadrewolf
18:14 Feb 27 2009
Wow, cruelty, *hugs* good luck