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I can't explain it...I really don't feel like myself anymore. Nor do I feel comfortable with myself...

I seem more irritable,depressed,uneasy,sad ,Rage, now..accompanied by migraines...headaches.. My lover has even noticed I don't talk much anymore. I've cried for two hours today. On New years eve! I'm usually stoked about new years. now..I don't care much for it.



Maybe its because I haven't 'fed' for awhile. That would explain why when I eat the usual 'normal' food. The hunger wouldn't go away...

I'll just have to settle with a subsitute...until I am able to get...a donor. (which is hard to find around here considering I cannot tell my family or friend, what I am...They wouldn't believe me anyway..) The only person who knows...is my Long distance lover & soul mate of 10 months. I couldn't hide anything from him I just had to tell him..& he's someone I can trust. Thankfully, he believes & is supportive of me. We've been through a lot together...