His lips kiss my flesh warming my heart
His hands caress me
Pull me close
Im surrounded by him
My heart breaks as my eyes meet yours
Expressionless
Your body radiates love
An emotion
You mimic it so well
I want our lips to touch
I want to feel the rush
The spark the consuming flame
The heat
They linger within reach
And i like a moth an drawn to them
Helpless and weak
I breath out right before we touch
A last breath
A last plea
A wish upon my lovers lips
We kiss
And i die
There is vigor within the kiss
There is heat and breath
There is motion
But there is no life
No spark my pale lover is dead
There is a body
But no soul
The kiss is empty
No possession
He thinks he fools me
Thinks that his kiss takes my breath away
That the kiss brands my soul
But it kills me
His lips touch mine
And my own death i can taste
He sees me
but i fear its just an illusion
the mask of joy is ripped away
my masks face shatters
he shreds me from the inside out his words
razors
my tears salt
the fresh wounds burn and scar
he notices not what he does
he shadows my every move
questions my every step
pulls every stitch
and watches me fall apart
i seek only his approval
his love
his hold
i receive venom
i let it seep in
i let it numb me
i lose myself in the person i try to be
who he wants me to be
and i fail.
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