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We beseech Forgotten Kings on ruined thrones

for weapons, armor, and strength from our ghosts

To rescue the ones that we love the most



AND NOW WE SCREAM TO THE HEAVENS!



Give us Wings, to fly forever and always and on

Give us Light, to banish the darkness at night

Give us Fire, to burn till the dawn



This Dark light brings sorrow to mind

So give us this Romance just one final chance and we'll deliver our verses by the end of our dance

The Time you are taking is precious to us, our lives are returning, our fate from the dust

Our Violent Romance is cause for a war between men and their gods behind all closed doors



Take our Wings, and we'll still fly forever

Take the Light, and we'll fight in the darkness

Take our Lives, our ghosts avenge us



This Beautifully, Violently, Fatal Romance gives us the strength for one last thrust of the lance.

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the smoke leaves a haze



now i can play in the toxic maze!



Obscure everything! MAKE IT BRIGHT!



change around time! THE DARK TURNS TO LIGHT!



make me forget! FEED ME THE LIES!



kill me slowly! BURN MY INSIDES!



BLACKEN MY LUNGS

BURN MY THROAT

SIZZLE MY HEAD

MAKING ME CHOKE



BLUR MY VISION

MAKE MY HEART STEEL

KILL ME SLOWLY

LET ME NOT FEEL



The TOXIC MAZE

Is one Great haze

And when you're there you're Fine



But when its gone

By Early Dawn

You'll still have to Live the Lie



Unless you're dead.



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Kill me.

This all encompassing Darkness is dissipating



The light is starting to shine again



Again, Hope



Again I see...



The Stars will Tremble



In the Wake



Of Fond memories



Forget Not about those in your past



For in doing so



We forget ourselves



Remember the good



Learn from mistakes



Regret nothing



I Love the Memories



Of Stars Trembling



Of Innocence



In the Wake of my World.



Always Cherished



Never Forgotten



In My World



The Stars Still Tremble.

This darkened half-world

of shadows and nightmares

drowns in sorrow unbound

Twisted, blackened

Dead to the light

The darkness permeates even the ground



Not a soul in sight

But Fiends abound

Chasing, crashing, Start to gain ground



The last Light disappears

Leaving me

In my own Familiar darkness



Silent.....

Chilling...

Break the Darkness

Scream To The Dawn!



This midnight blade

Flares bright

To drive away the Night



Paradox, pandora's box

This chill reaches to my bones

To Chill this Knight

To Steal the Light

And destroy the Throne



My Blade sinks far

In the Belly of the Beast

And I see the breaking Dawn

Far....Far...to the East

See me in all my "splendor"

the wretched laugh and jeer

The fallen take their jabs

and try to instill fear



See me in this wingless form

and know that i am bound

My arrogance and ignorance

Have struck me to the ground



Humbled be the Prideful

Stricken be the high

Immortal being as i am

Never again to fly



Stripped of armor, shield and arms

Wings and magic too

i serve my sentence in this hell

hoping, waiting, longing



For you

A silver bud in midnight hour

Blossoms into a crystal flower

Tranquility shimmers and lights up the scene

Sparkling, shaking me from this dream





There are things in this nocturnal half world

That flit about like demons and shadows

Stealing the dreams of young boys and girls

Reaping their souls and leaving them hollow



Hollow

an unpleasent word

Missing your core

or in this case your soul



Stealing, reaping, growing in power

This silver crystal to a Blood red flower

Twisting, molesting,warping this world

A long, dark tendril starts to uncurl



With deadly aim, and malevolence unbound

This serpentine demon starts to gain ground

Awake again, I choke back a scream...

For one day, this nightmare, wont be a dream....

I sit here in that haze again

Looking out

Trying to find that medium that let me escape last time.



But she isn't here.



Longing

Screaming

Through Life and Death I wander

Aimlessly

Again.



Imprisoned

Untouched

Bound

Falling

Grounded

Forever.



Pushing against the invisible Barrier that separates Me From the World

The thing that deprives me the warmth, happiness, and love i should have felt

The Very thing that Keeps me from interacting with my feelings!



Pounding against this tomb of Self-Destruction

Scratching away Mindlessly trying to find a semblance of reality

Tearing nails from my fingertips and flesh from my arms

Losing myself in the frenzied Cacaphony of their voices and faces

The Demons Coming for me again

Stealing my wings

Wracking my brain

Twisting my Thoughts and

Taking over once again



Trying to get free

I distance myself from the pain

from the haze

and from everything i know dear to me.



It matters not.



My nightmare comes full circle at me.



The blackness swallows her up

Takes her from me

Tells her lies to make her RUN AWAY

I Scream NO!!

She looks at me one last time

And walks away into the oblivion

I cry

days

nights

until my soul bears no sorrow

Her face

In the darkness

has become one of my own personal tortures

the personification of loss and lonliness

My demons know

and they cackle in delight in my ears

They have found what they need to destroy me.



They jeer and laugh

Strike me to the ground every time i get up to fly

Whisper black thoughts inside my head

Killing me

They want my Soul

They can have it.

No Faith.

No Love.

No Light.

No Life.



Look for Me

In the Halls of Forever

The Corrupted Shadows in the unused places

Creeping up

Waiting

Forever and Always.



I bid you Adieu.