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💀•TITLED•WINTER-CITY NIGHTS•

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Out in the darkness
Empty gaping-night
Scarred by the blackness
Scared of the darkness
Cruel cold-nights
Fears of all life
Primitive-pains
Heartlife-failing
Brain & heart get-racing
The nights-they go crawl inside
Primitive-realitys
Feeds-off your fears
Reactives
Reductives
Reducing
Reptiles
Getting near your-bones
Blood can feel-colder
Looks like your getting-older
It's hard to control-it
It's hard to go-hold it
It's got to be-checked on
Hold-onto your own mind
Or your just suffer-all in vain
Don't wanna-be the dead one!! 💀
Deep-down fears
From primitive-realitys
Modernist ways-cant yet change-it
Scientists*
Society's*
Modernitys*
Psychologys*
Go say-what you like*📍
Thousands of years
Primitive-reactions
But it don't mean-sh*t
The lizard-brain shows-it
Society-grows-it
That way it can control-it
Your brain has a shadow
Controlled-since your born
Too bad-you can't choose-it
Out there in the empty darkness
God is all silent
And angels are just-weeping*
The sky is just black
Emptyness-just hanging open
The darkness-is just blind
Blinding-night
Hateful-life
Cold hard-winter
Blind to your-face
Turning away from everyone
Coldness-sucking unto death
Empty faces that you-never met
Words that you never said
Where they blocked-you out
Empty faces that you never-met
Where they blacked-you out
Empty chairs where nobody-sits
Empty hearts-hollow inside
Fragile bones-fragile hopes
Like frail bird-bones about to be crushed
The waiting-world
Waiting to-turn
Sucking ghettos
Sucking-out your face
Sucking societys
Sh*t pit-circles
Black-tar partys
Black-snake circles
Where is gods-will in this world?!?
Ancient ways-thrown aside
Will of righteous-cast down
Wicked-can go deny-it
Devils-works are running-the show
World of sh*t cares to not-see it
World works with all-denials
World-powers ruling like evil
While the dark night-glowers
Its looming-lurking lasting
Blackness-holding over everyone
Winter city-nightimes
Harsh-cold lifetimes
Darker blacker-city nights
Blacker window-bouncing-off lights
Society's threaded-through from darkness
Society fueled from-darker hatreds
Society's funeral-fires
Where you will-burn
Wickedness & fires of hell
Social-controls
Dark psychological-powers
Dark city nights
Colder-harder seasons
Colder-harder reasons
Hardened-hearts & bitter seasons
Bitter-blackness💀
Everyone's reasons
Darker social-realitys
Trying to drive-with reason
Trying to hold on to-perspective
Find your heart got left behind
Trying not to-lose your mind
You might find you need-it yet
Don't lose your-marbles
Or your eyeballs-might go-rolling💀
Rolling-along the floor
Find your heart-got left behind
All years-all freezing scenes
Never seems to-end
Depressions-coming around again
So many seasons-in hell
So many years left-in the cold
So many years-just lost count
Empty-winters
Barren & cold
Barren-winters
Sometimes you try-but your not a winner
Silent like death
Silent streets
Blacked-out nights
Heartless-spaces
Drone like-people
Using-spaces
Empty of voices-empty of laughter
Emptyness-pouring out into the void
Winter city-life
Cold empty-streets
Colder-freezing winds
Turn your white-flesh into icey chunks💀
No mercys from-nature
White-cold flesh-life
All pale & goose-bumpy
That is the results
Winter-witches of hell
Easy to-imagine them
Flying through the frigid-skys
Winter-city life
Cold-hard scenerys
Carrying-on crawling along
Carrying-on slowley
Humans like insects-just crawling everwhere
Ant-pile of humans spilling-out
Mindless-throngs of people
Hundreds of bloody-strangers
Me heart dont-care
What happens to-them
No will for the Lord
Not much for brains
Didn't ask to be born
F*ck them all-then
Winter-city life
Everyone-away
Cold dark-streets
Hanging-open empty
Like everyone's gone-dead💀
The city-lights holding-on
Man-made brights holding-out the darkness
Red lights-blue lights green-lights
Holding-back the nights
Blackness is not the same
Darkness feels so-complete
Nights are much more awful📍
Without your-name
Empty of-patronage
Empty of all-pleasures
Life is all but-denied
Death is just-faceless💀
Remorseless & empty
Ruthless & relentless
Masters-face been turned away📍
His empty heart cold & hollow
His cold white flesh-all cold in the light
His cold hard bones-all empty
His cold empty-heart not holding
His cold callous-words are all scolding
Empty of desires-nothing alive
Nobodys-in there
Nothingness-prevails
Everythings been-denied
Nothingness-prevades
Everything's been-denied
Emptyness-is triumphal
Everything's been-denied📍
The flesh is empty & hollow💀💔
Empty cold-seed just emptys-out
Wasted efforts-all spilling out
Wasted desires-now were apart
Nothing is given-nobodys home
Can't touch the flesh-all naked
All skinny & all pale*
His works are all-frozen in time
All naked & cold to life
Not getting-him now
Lifeless-flesh
Him pale-body
His seed emptys-out unclaimed
His heart lives-unchained
Loveless-flesh he lies alone
Lifeless flesh-he dies alone
Empty bed-he sleeps alone
Emptied out seed-he pumps it out
All wasted-out-empty*
Noone can taste-it*
Noone can go-take-it*
Now noone-cares anywayz*💀
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His powerful mind-noone gets to take it
He's going all silent-you don't get to hear it
Unworked-heart going nowhere
All cold-hard angles*
All cold-excuses coming at you*
Noone can catch-it
Never was mine-anywayz
So stupid to go-care
When hes cold to the bone
Not like I didn't see-that
We all be beggars & bitches
Bastards & clowns*
Always someone waiting*
To go take-us down*
Trying to touch-the crown
Life is all dying right-down
Life-bonds has gone on-colder*
He wants it to-be dead*
And so it will-be dead*
As he goes-will it*
So it'll go-be*
Lust for-life is dead-through him*
It's going-on dying through-him*
There is no more a key-given to the house
You can't get-inside
When him want you out
All bastard-pains driving-you around
Him cold hard tool-play you for a fool
where you want the fire
Would want to have fires
Would want to stir-desires
Words of wanting-have all gone wasted
Words of desire-blasted into the winds
Words like love-go turn into ice
Icey streets-take back that fight
Can't fight any-more
His unequal-score📍💀
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These beastly monsters
Society's type-casts
Empty cold winds-eat your face
Words you wanted-empty of place
Everything is just-wasted
Life feels-full of empty
Power over-will
Born vicious-reptiles
The coldest-player wins
Focal-points players
Dices of death
Decisions-you made
Forces you fight
Decisions-you might make
Workings-that decide your fates
Who's going to be worthy?!?
What's going to be worth-it
Who's going to win?!?
What your going to-take?!?
Someone's the loser
The agonys-begin
Secret-agonys
Chained-up pains
Can't bare the-shame
Can't stand the silence
Can feel the bloodstains-spreads
Bad man-in your head
Tough guy-eating through your heart
Hard-ball player
Your minds caught in a-vice
Dark nights consume-us
Screaming alive-but no sound comes out
Peircing screams-as you realise your played
You've been played-your dying inside
Your life blood-flowing-out
Its trickling-away
Watch for the coachroaches
Come-crawling out
Your life is cheap
His talk is cheaper
Crows come-fish for your eyeballs
Your soul is cheap
The masters not a-keeper
Rats come to knaw at your-hands
You've given-over your fate into another's hands
Wolves come & eat out your heart❣️
Your eye wasn't on the game-your taring apart
You've lost what you wanted
Your back to square-one
Your life flashes before your-own eyes
Broken out crys-peircing through
Broken-heart silently screams
Braking heart-fractures throughout
Braking fibres as the energy's are-taring
Broken heart-taring right through
Braking down-because you been taken
Braking-down your is heart-splitting
Been taken-your fibres taring-open
Your emotions are all braking-down
Darkness closes-in
Heart is all-squashed-up
My living heart-struggles
Heart is besieged-by fears
Holds on to-your living face
The living-face doesn't have any life
Heart fears for its own-body
Life-fears for its own life
Fears for the future-eats you alive
Like rats knawing through bones
Just grinding-away
Night hours-closing in
Eaten-alive by shadows
Eaten-alive by fears
Eaten-alive by pain
Pains spreads like a mad-fire
Across your whole-body
Day and night-hour after hour
Moment by moment
Minute by minute
Pain eating-into your whole-being
Been-expelled
Had to leave the masters-house
My soul is shifting
Shifting through-the layers
Layers of my soul-i had no idea💀
No idea-the layers of pain in me
No idea-the pain pins inside my mind
No idea-the persons inside my body
Shifting-around inside-constantly
Nothing ever stays-still inside
Can't ever stay-still inside
Shifting up & down
Can't ever stop-everything
Can't ever feel-solid
Everything's slipping-around
Everythings-slipping away
Mind body & spirit-braking down
Been-expelled
Been locked-out of living-life
Had no idea-how much pains
How my own-mind can scream
Screaming at me day & night
Been-expelled
From the masters-house
Fear of all-living deaths
Trying not to be sucked-out
Into empty faceless-night
Cold will of death
So cold-like the jaws of death
Silence much more-sucking
Since you've silenced
Since you've silenced-yourself
Since you've sucked yourself-out
Hiding away-some where
Avoiding-talking
Avoiding-dealing
Avoiding-feeling
Playing around-in your virtual-realitys
Like a teenaged-dirt bag
The dark demons-have gotten-in
Inside the taut-silence
Inside the tense-atmosphere
All fears & pain in the airwaves
Chaos & agonys saturating-the room
Reactive
Activated
Reactive
Darkness is brewing-inside
Depth-blackness
Demons-Demonics of my heart
Angers & hates are growing-in
Their sensing the chaos
Secret-stuff I didn't know
Been helpless-animal
Besieged by pains & fears
Losing your own-mind
Growing-inside where I can't see-it
Every kind of crazy thoughts
Feelings & fears
Life flashing around-before my eyes
Death dancing-around
Coming in & out of life
Flooding-of all systems
Freaking-out
Future-in sharp focus💀
As I'm dying-down
As I'm drowning-in it
As I'm dying-insode it all
I'm starting to see-red
It's not looking-good
I'm in a whole world-of shit
Can't even compute-it
Calculater brain can't keep-hold
Realitys gone out of-control
Inner self-has gone AWOL
Wired-up to his mind
Spajetti-junction
I've been so-alive
So many layers-of reality
Have been torn-through
Casting-off others
Cutting-atmospheres
Cast-down to the ground
Cast down-by lies
Cut down-by your lying face
By all your-stupid uglys
All your lying-bollocks
Love is just-love
Love just trys to go-live
Love is just life-trying to go-live
Living some-through you
Liking some-through you
War zone-inside somewhere
Words are getting stifled
Not answering you-back
Fear in my heart
Cutting the words all-back
Fear in my heart
Of you-leaving
Fear in my heart
Of realitys-overwhelming
Fear in my heart
Of your bastard-futures
Be the bastard-king controller
Be a bastard-stranger
Be a better-player
Life is just burning
Life is just turning
Lies are just-spitting
Like my soul is somewhere-roasting
Roasting & turning somewhere-in hell
Rational
Reasons
Realitys
You've got it all-ready
You've got it-all worked-out
Ready for-reality
Ready to go-walk
Weaponised-by yourself
Nature's blind-bastard
Prioritys in the picture
When would the axe-go fall
Calculate on yourself
Howd you bare-realitys
How you'd manage-sanitys
How you'd control-realitys
Walking on the-wires
Blind to the-time
Because you don't know when
The master-will turn
Blind to the-pain
Because you pushed it-back under
Bound into the-future
Better to carry-on
Blinded by the-pain
Bound by the Masters
Bound by the axe
Kept in the background
Waiting to do the-cuts
Till the time-comes around
God comes with an-axe
His God has turned
Life has turned on-you
Life has gone over-cold
Cold white-death
Barren white-wastelands
Service terminated-service wasted
Peitys cut to shreds
Desires all going-wasted
Barren white wastelands
White goddess heart-all wasted💀
Gods come with an axe
And cuts your life-away
Mind body spirit-its death
Lifecord is severed
Friendship is too-thin
Too thin-underneath
Strong on the-surface
Always flexing-around
Too thin-down the line
Hearts too weak-for a thicker cord
Friendship is too-thin on the ground
Later-on you'll just die
You'll die so hard-you can't know
How deep itll-cut
Go cut-you up
You just cant-know
How it'll hit-you
Later-on you'll wake-up alone
And the daily-routine
Routes to the lifeline
Lifeline of conversations
Lifeline of perspectives
Lifeline of sharing-life
Tensions cutting into the night
Fall asleep-crying
Calling out in my sleep
Turning in my-sleep
Wake-up curling-turning
Darkness in the morning
Blackness-outside
Darkness-inside
Sucking unto death💀
Faceless-winter
Sucking unto death
Empty black-night
Hate filled-life
Hate-filles night
Rage is just turning
Turning inside-me
Turning me-around
Winding me like a-clock
Clockwork-animal
Turning-around
With the rage
Turning around-with the rage
The rages pouring through my body
Taring & ripping
Holding-on to my pain
As I turn-back around
I'm turning-away from you
I'm turning into the storm
I'm turning into the eye of my pain
I'm turning into the eye of the storm💀
I'm turning away from your-shit
All your excuses
All your indemnitys
All your shitty-beleifs
All your bullshit
All your exit-clauses
All your reasons
Sick of hearing-you
All your reasons
All your sheilds-protecting you
While I'm left-naked to the night
Fu*k you
Storm of my angers-pouring through
Storm of brackish-blackish
Earthy spikes of pains
Fibres are all-turning
Fibres are all taring
It's twisting through-me
I don't want-pain
I just want to live
I just wanted to help you to live
But you don't care
Your slipping away
Your sliping-fownwards
I can't compose to-you
Send you my thoughts
All the pages are just-empty
The silence is stiflingly
The silence is just killing
The silence is just-shocking
Faceless-winter
Bone hard-coldness
Bone hard-emptyness
Bone hard-bowel of shit
Trapped in purgatory
Of empty waking hours
It doesn't care
And your not there
To compose my thoughts towards
Towards nothing-now
Just going on & on
Blinding-blackness
Hateful-night
Suffocating-cloak
Empty-pages
Where I'd write stuff out
Messages-in the night
Empty-void
Silence is all stretched-out
Silence is screaming
Then it folds-in on its self
Silence is so-intense
I'm screaming-inside myself
And I didn't even know-it
Time is so-tense
It can't breath
Tension is so-tight
Time is so-tight
Then it's all-bending
Muscles are like knots
Turning into human-ropeworks
Knotworks
Steel-works
Tensed-up
Like a wooden-man
Like a solid-block of angers
Like a solid-block of black-hates
Full of twisted-coils
Pain is twisting-me around inside
Full of twisted-coils
Tortured-in mind body & spirit
Tied to the lifecord-still
I can feel it-tugging-out
Feel it pulling-out
Really-pulling
Really-yanking
Really-tied-up to the masters-leash
Really-tortured hanging-on there......