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I'm 14 turning 15 soon and I noticed that I see or just know things before it really happens.



About two to three weeks ago I was on a chat room and I was talking to this person (I I never met her) and all of the sudden I just could picture the way she looked. So I told her, her own age hair color, sex, even her own race! She text back and told me I was correct on all of that, then asked me how I knew about her. I told her I just thought about it. Then last weekend I've had few experiences in one day!



I got bored again and did the same thing to this other girl whom I've never met and I was correct again! So I then wanted to test myself. That same day my mom called and told me we were getting a new bird today. I wanted to test myself by guessing what color the bird was. A blue bird was what I saw in my head. Once she came home with our new bird I noticed it was blue! I smiled in disbelief and was amazed!



Then I wanted to guess what color was my step dad's clothes were that he was wearing at work. I thought of a somewhat blue and some kind of grayish color. When he came home I ran to his car and there he wore a half blue and half green shirt and a grayish jacket! Now the experience that I'm about to tell you right now is the one that scared me most I guess because of my correctness.



Once we all got dressed to go out food shopping. We parked right outside the store while my step dad was writing. I gazed at the store doors and tried to relax then I thought of an old African American man with a dark blue hat smoking a cigarette. I keep my eyes on the door waiting to see him. I saw a young African American walk out of the store with a light blue hat but I felt it wasn't him. Then an old red truck pulled up beside us, and I felt a spark go on there my body, like a rush of energy. Out walked the old African American man with the dark blue hat on just like I pictured. He wasn't smoking but he looked like a smoker.



What do you think I am? How do I control this? Is it just lucky guesses? If it's more than that, how do I make it stronger?







can some one please help me im going out of my head

Lately I keep having this feeling I should be keeping journals of people who are close to me. A separate journal for each person. And keep track of every conversation, every moment, every laugh every everything. Lately it feels like I'm going to lose everyone close to me very soon. It's a weird feeling.

yester day my ex bf committed suicide and it's really fucked my head up today im in my house on my owner in dark crying hearing noises i still hear is voice it's scaring the shit out of me im glued in my bedroom never been so scared in my life im to scared to move

Well I tripped, I fell down naked

Well I scratched my knees, they bled

Sew up my eyes, need no more

In our game there is no score



Forgive me father, why should you bother?

Try honesty, Try honesty

Hop in your dumptruck, reverse for good luck

Ride over me, Ride over me

Take on the whole world, fight with the young girls

Die tragedy, Die tragedy

Call me a cheapskate, come on for pete's sake

Cry Agony, Cry agony



I'm insane, it's your fault, so sly

Your well of lies ran dry

And I cut the cord, free fall

From so high we seem so small'



Forgive me father, why should you bother?

Try honesty, Try honesty

Hop in your dumptruck, reverse for good luck

Ride over me, Ride over me

Take on the whole world, fight with the young girls

Die tragedy, Die tragedy

Call me a cheapskate, come on for pete's sake

Cry Agony, Cry Agony



I talk to you



I'm insane, it's your fault

Try

I'm insane, it's your fault

Cry

I'm insane, it's your fault

Cry



Forgive me father, why should you bother now?

Forgive me father, why should you bother now?



Forgive me father, why should you bother?

Try honesty, Try honesty

Hop in your dumptruck, reverse for good luck

Ride over me, Ride over me

Take on the whole world, fight with the young girls

Die tragedy, Die Tragedy

Call me a cheapskate, come on for pete's sake

Cry Agony, Cry Agony



Cry Agony, Cry Agony

Try honesty, Try Honesty

Cry Agony, Cry Agony

Go on and take your best shot

Blow them away



I dont know why

And lately I dont understand

Why the world's so blind

And no one seems to give a damn



Don't let them say

That you can't be the things that you

Don't believe them



You gotta take your best shot

Blow them away



I don't know why

Everything's not okay

Try before you die

Cause that just might be today



Don't let them say

That you can't be the things that you want

Just believe in yourself



And take your best shot

Blow them away



This is your life

What are you gonna do

I don't need your forgiveness

I don't need your hate

I don't need your acceptance

So what should I do

I don't need your resistance

I don't need your prayers

I don't need your religion

I don't need a thing from you



I don't do what I've been told

Your so lame why don't you



Just go

Die mother fucker die mother fucker die



I don't need your prison

I don't need your pain

I don't need your decision

So what should I do

I don't need your approval

I don't need your hope

I don't need your lectures

I don't need a thing from you



I'll be sorry when I'm old

You're so full of shit man



Just go

Die mother fucker die mother fucker die



Boom



I don't need your forgiveness

I don't need your hate

I don't need your acceptance

So what should I do



I'll be sorry so you've said

I'm not sorry

Bang You're Dead



Die mother fucker die mother fucker die



Die

COMMENTS

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unknownskull48
02:34 Feb 18 2011

For the oddest reason I like this poem because thats what im saying to my ex right now.

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I'm not like them

But I can pretend

The sun is gone,

But I have a light

The day is done,

I'm having fun

I think I'm dumb

Or maybe just happy



Think I'm just happy (x3)



My heart is broke

But I have some glue

Help me inhale

And mend it with you

We'll float around

And hang out on clouds

Then we'll come down

And have a hangover



Have a hangover (x3)



Skin the sun

Fall asleep

Wish away

soul is cheap

Lesson learned

Wish me luck

Soothe the burn

Wake me up



I'm not like them

But I can pretend

The sun is gone,

But I have a light

the day is done,

I'm having fun

I think I'm dumb

Or Maybe just happy



Think I'm just happy (x3)



I think I'm Dumb (x12)