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People are worried for my sake.



Thinking I shall take my life into my own hands and leave this world.



But I know when the Night is dark that is my safty.



And the morning breeze is my shell.



When morning fades my shell disapates, to the pure light burning away my safty moonlight.

Lost and alone, now i have to move on but something holds me back I cant move.

I am suffercating.

Alone my friends afar I miss and the ones here are telling me to move on.

I feel as if the future holds to many holes and filling them will be the death of my innocient soul.

The future is nocking on the door, and i cant go on.

I dont want to stay behind.

I have no choice i wont reach my destination.

They tell me to stop and listen to them but I cant I am suffercating in this orb.

They say i am fine if i work harder.

I need a break time to get my mind back to normal.

Too many things not enough time.

Two more Marking Quarters and i am done for!

No you cant make me!

Help i cant breathe.

Shh I will be saved.

Calm yourself, shhh breathe yawn, dont gasp.

Your pain you feel now wont amount to what you feel later one person said that to me but who?

Damn I make so many mistakes and tears flow to no end.

I know I wont make it and my heart will be crushed.

Pain will then suffercate my missery.

How can anyone just tell me what to do? I have hated and I have loved. There is one feeling. It flows deep inside; I burns pleasure. You cant sit still. YOu can't no wont sit still. At that point theres not holding back. you want to run; you have to! no one can hold you and keep you from moving you are with out a doubt going to burst. Nothing will matter now. Your pain, misery, heart-ach, and love nothing stands in your way. Your beyond mad, your dominate, youre the one controlling everything now. This is where all the lies mix with all your anger. It's as if your pouring salt into a wound. The others, the ones who broke you, who shattered you they are frightened. But not enough they took all of your reputation all of your belongings away and your still out to make them pay. Right when you get your glory your not there no more, not in your body, not in your soul, your no where. Your no longer Miss. Goodie Goodie a name you hated with passion. You lost that along with your nature. Know all thats left is empty eyes and flesh and blood. There is nowhere to turn. You smack the one in front of you and five others take the place of the one scrambling to get up. You ram two into the P.E. Lockers and they nock heads. Three others hold you down. NO! your the dominate one you cant be held down! Ripping them off. Your not too powerful. Whats this? You left your guard down? How pathetic. One hits your stomach and you see double. They climb over you, over your spineless body they ought to give you a body bag. You're pathetic!



~Flash~



Hell burning bright,

Minions of the dark,

No pain is released,

Its all held tight,

In you,

Magma builds,

It try's to burst,

The demons kick you,

Punch you, spit on you, and run all over you.



~Flash~



You're on the P.E. floor now your bleeding and now you're branded a loser you lost, you went over board and now you pay. How pathetic.