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I guess I'm here to learn more about vampires? Let me explain.

See, over the past five years or so, I've been learning more and more things about myself. I've learned I'm autistic (which is actually a really, really huge help), I've learned I believe in past lives, I've learned that I have anemia and need to get my iron checked a lot, and I've learned I have a sun allergy. An actual sun allergy.

I've also loved death for a really long time. I know that sounds super morbid, but I love learning about death and dying and the already-dead. I love learning both the facts and the myths about it. It's weirdly comforting to me to learn about it all, and to think that the universe genuinely doesn't care about me or what I do. People I'm around might, but the universe as a whole doesn't seem to. That's weirdly comforting to me.

So, obviously, all of these things together, I get more and more drawn to the myth of the vampire, because I often feel like just kind of a shitty vampire. All of the crappy symptoms, none of the cool ones.

So I figure, may as well hang out with some. Maybe I'll figure out whether or not I am one, or whether or not I believe they're real at all. Either way, I could maybe make some cool friends out of it all.