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we have a beast that resides within us....whether the beast be small or large in nature is irrelevent. it is a beast none the less and all beasts have certain aspects and temperments. i have a large beast inside of me and i fear that it may once again gain control as it once did before when i was in iraq. i dont remember what happened but 18 ppl were slain by my hand in a fire fight and in hand to hand combat. appearently my beast wanted to survive.....and so it took over. wel i can feel it inside me now growing stronger and stronger by the day..pushing at the bars of its cage....i can feel it pacing back in forth waiting to once again be unleashed out into the world. i feel it fighting for control and i dont think i have the strength to hold it back anymore......so looks like the wolves at my door shall come face to face with one of my demons and it doesnt like to place nice.......haha. the bloodshed will be massive and so i ask those that read this journal post.....What is the beast that resides within you?

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Serrein
20:51 Sep 30 2011

I haven'T had to fight as you, but i have also a beast insid me, my point of view is that we created it one day for our own safety... when we life event that match our fear or pain' it want to come out and it's really hard not to let it protect us!



My beast look like yours... i'm a man who despite violence and crimes... but when i'm hurt, feeel in danger or that someone i love is.... it make me become as a bersek or 'hulk'! It almost happen to me after 7 years without problems.



Serrein

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ToD
10:40 Dec 25 2011

I am not sure how to answer that one....



I just let my temper loose.....

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finally found a human donor for my blood supply and whoa and behold...it turns out to be a very long drawn out process of blood tests and it took 6 hours to get the results and come to find out...shes afraid of needles..i was like wtf...are u serious? uuuugggghhhh............women

ok so im doing a power raising spell today for fun and as soon as i raise the circle and get everything set up my father walks in and steps thru the barrier and violently hurles all over my altar and stuff...hahaha ...i love magick

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Toxicbite29
00:36 Nov 10 2019

I love magic too.

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finally a webiste just for ppl like me. the anarchists must have had a revolution while ive been away..jk...lemme see what i can find here...how many of us are truely hiding in plain sight and whom are the deceivers.......haha

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madlyn
19:07 Sep 17 2011

Here you can be your true self. Embrace the Rave.

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