Please don't reach for me
I might take ur hand
Please don't speak
I can't stand ur voice
Please don't stay
You're too close as it is
Please don't hold onto me
I wont be able to let you go
Please don't kiss me
My heart can't bear the emotion of it
Please don't smile
I'll never get through this
Please don't love me
You don't know how much pain I can cause you
Please don't cry
Tears are my greatest weakness
Please don't look at me
I'll change my mind
So whatever you do
Please don't....
Just when I thought I could live without you
You walk back into my life
And I'm thristy for you once more
Why do you the things that you do?
Does it give you great joy to see me in pain?
It seems like you are enjoying this
Or do you not know that you do this to me?
Am I reading more into our lives?
Or is what I see really there?
Love me
Leave me
I'll die either way
I'll suffer if you stay
I'll suffer if you leave
Your touch is like a piece of Heaven
But the fact that I cant be with you makes it Hell
Can you leave me to wallow in my misery alone?
I don't deserve this pain
Nor do I want it
I know that I'll regret saying this after I say it
But I'll regret it even more if I dont
Let me have one last slow dance
Another kiss
Then I'll tell you
What i dread to say
What you dread to hear
Here it goes...
"Don't love me anymore."
Hanging on to the last string of sanity
Praying for a miracle to be born
Hiding under the piles of cloth that surround me
Waiting for the light of morn
Choking on my final breath
Stroking my fingers over the bruises only I can see
Crying wildly in the darkness
Pleading with the Devil to please unchain me
Bleeding without any reason
Losing the grip that I thought I had
Forsaking all that I know
Becoming a nomad
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