*sighs* You're gone again...
I held you tightly as I heard you speak
"I love you"
I repeated it... and meant it...
Forever
In your arms you held him... a baby...
Beautiful... perfect little miracle
I shed a tear as you walked out the door
And wondered to myself when I'd see you again
Unknown answer
Bare house left... empty... so empty...
At an instant, every happy memory came to mind
With the start of a car, they all vanished
"I can't handle this." I thought to myself
Silence
Wow... ya'll are serious, arent you...
I see that smile on your face when you say her name
I want you happy... I really do...
You say that I'm one of the few that are close to your heart
But... *sighs* then why does she always take my time with you
I had a dream a couple of days ago about this very subject
You came home and announced ya'lls engagement
And all I could do was cry...
I even woke up with tears running down my face
Why does this hurt so badly?
We've had our differances... our fights...
Some needed... and others were pointless
It's taken us our whole lives to get to where we are
Why do we have to add a fourth party now?
When three has been a croud for the longest...
You are all I have... all I have to hold onto these days
I understand that I can't give you want you need
But damn... why does every fuckin thing have to change?
I've lost my father at a young age...
Brother, please tell me that I don't have to loose you too
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