The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Liberating... it defines you... it impowers you

It gives you the time you need... it centers you

It removes all things that hold you back and pushs you forward...

No one to answer to... no one to fight with...

No one to look after... no fear of being hurt...

No worrying over another... no crying...

No love... no companionship... no acceptance...

No I love yous... and goodnights... nothing...



I'm more than a one night of pleasure...

I'm more than just a friend with benefits...

I'm more than a door mat you rub your feet on...

I'm strong... I'm passionate... I'm smart...

I'm trustworthy... I'm beautiful... I'm honest...

I'm lonely... I'm not rich... I'm not confident...

I'm afraid of commitment... I'm afraid of death...

I'm afraid of letting someone see the real me...

I'm afraid of living my whole life alone and unhappy...



I miss my father more than I let on... I miss my dog...

I miss my brother even when he's with me...

I miss childhood... since I never felt like I had one...

I sometimes hate my closest friends...

I sometimes hate my family... hell, most of the time...

I sometimes hate myself...

I sometimes wish my mom had died instead of my father...

I sometimes wish I was skinny so life would be easier...

I sometimes wish I never was born...

You ask me if I'll miss you...

I can't help but almost laugh

Miss the man who makes my life miserable?

You've got to be fucking kidding me!



You have done nothing but treat me and my family like shit

Except my father, your brother, who you put on a petstel

I can't wait until you're thousands of miles away

Out of my face... until the next family get-together



Gene... uncle Gene... asshole... retired pain in my ass

Any name will do...

You probably would answer to all of them

Because even you know what you are...



It amazes me how you can reason away the things you do

"It's because I love you. That's why I do it."

I'm sorry... that's not good enough...

Your actions speak louder than your words



Don't hug me... I can't stand to hear your heart beat

Don't look at me... your eyes tear into my flesh

Don't kiss me... your lips are like acid... eating away at my soul

Don't stay... I can't do this anymore... I'm done...



So please go... move as far as you can from me...

Be happy with the wife that you fooled into marrying you...

Use all of that retirement money, go wild...

And never come back...