Funny thing about Rumors, they are just that. People say some really hurtful shit about their so called family and the ones they love. That is cool. I guess it's true I can only trust myself. so FUCK ALL OF YOU!
hmmpppp..... we love you, we will stand by you, we won't let you give up, you teach us so much, your like a father to us, you give us so much.............But I can't give you honor or I can't teach it. I wish people would see what Rumors do, how they hurt. WHAT THEY DESTROY! WHO THEY DESTROY! HOW MUCH THEY HURT!
Fuck it I will only speak to those I trust not to talk shit about me, sad thing is I always find shit out. fuck if you can't trust your family, then who can you trust?
Once I had a heart of stone
For it had surely lost its home
It could not love or wanted too
But in my life, then came you.
The stones began to fall away
As happiness began to fill my day
A feeling so sweet and special,
Could this be love, I pray is true.
My heart now sings a song of love
For I know that it was sent from above
My heart is warm, there is no cold
Hard no more, but with wings of gold.
It soars above the sky so high
Sometimes I think of why and cry
My heart now sings a loving song
For the part of me I thought was gone.
The gift that you have given me
Is so important, can't you see
No more sadness or being alone
For now my heart returns to home.
A Vampyric daughter is beauty at its finest.
Heart of an angel, soul so pure, and sweet.
Daughters are one of Mother Night's most precious gifts that she has bestowed upon the world.
Angels in Heaven do not compare to thine beauty, and grace, my ever so beautiful, and lovely Dark daughter.
Seeing you at your dark Re-birth brought more joy to me
than all the money in the world could ever do.
You are morning, bright, and shining,
you are noon, you reside at the highest point in my dark heart,
you are the dew kissed night.
You are my dark daughter, my childe, my heart, and soul.
I Love you.
if you dont mind i would like to give my opinion
to me your not a bad lord pete you just do things that hurt ppl some times you have hurt me alot but i know i have done the same to you the one thing i know that hurts jenny the most is that she works and cleans for you and when she is at work she knows your flurting with other girls and it hurts her in a way
pete i love you i will always love you your sometimes more of a father than my own and no one has more of my respect than you do just some times we piss each other off but i still folow you
but at the same time i do have to agree with some of the same things kem said some ppl veiw you talking to ever girl and saying they belong to you hurts ppl sometimes. most guys just want to find that one girl that fits them the best. and i know all that jenny wants is you the main way i know this is she is still by your side. i understand were i fucked up with what i did and i really am trying to reprove myself to you and make you proud of me agin
but pete you are not a bad lord it is your wording with things and i really want to help you with that some times you are extreamly blunt with ppl in this day and time you cant be that way ppl will start to fear you. you are a father type figure to us we should not fear you pete.
all i want to do is help you pete plz let me help i want to make your house stronger
also what makes you a good lord is when im feeling down and out you have been there for me you have seen the worst in me and still stuck with me pushing me to be better than what i can be you have cryed with me and you have laughed with me you have always been there for me
you have always helped me out when i was hungry and had no food and you didnt have much for yourself you have helped me with money and got my life some what back on track every time it comes crashing down
you use to give me cigs when i have had none and you have had very little yourself
you have been there to confurt me and offer me words of advise when i was ready to give up and say fuck the world
and for all of that i will not let you ever give up if i have to i will push you as hard as you have pushed me to become better
i am with you all the way and i love you pete you are just of good of a father as my real one
The heavens may forget
that lovers sit on idle haunches
waiting for the stars to fall
for lust to manifest.
The lovers may forget
that heaven, unlike earth,
gives not strength to fools
who would lust make manifest.
The fortunes of fools
my rest on her breast
the fate of nations
may lay in his hands
but lust, oh lust,
to it, who would entrust
the power to turn a man
from steel to dust.
this time I will sit and watch the fall of an angel, I will let her hit bottom that she can learn when I speak it's with reason. but as her sister said let it happen then we feed...........grin............. I like the way she thinks...........
Its not failing because of you. Its getting cracks because people are not being loyal and honest and respecting you. Please don't step down and leave the house. Put you foot down and show that this behavior from people is not going to be tolerated. Prove them wrong and show them that you are not that leniant as they are trying to make you seem. I know you better than that Pete.
Tis better to be a diamond with a flaw than a pebble without.
you are a diamond pete. not a pebble.
Do this not only for me, but for you and jenny as well: Stay in the house. Stay Lord of Noctem Aeternus. Use what people say are your flaws to make you stronger. Show them that they are wrong about you. Because I know they are. Pete I see you. I see how you feel and and I feel what you feel. Do this. And I will stand by your side and do it with you and I will defend you to the highest point in the universe. Pete your not my swan, your my hope, my faith, my pride, my honor, my passion, my strength, my will, but most of all... you are my friend and my loved one. Please tell me that what I am saying means something to you Pete. Because I am pouring my heart and soul out here
This House is my life. For two years I have searched for the truth and I have finally found it. I see so much in you Ryu, so much strength and love for your children. You must not step down, because there is NO ONE who can take your place. I dont care if I have only been here for a month, this House has become my life, your teachings mean more t me than anything else in this world. You are the only one I see fit to run this House, and you are the only one I trust to teach me the whole truth. You are my Dark Father, and I want it to remain that way. Problems happen in life, and there was something you told me not too long ago, there is nothing worth having if you dont have to fight for it. I may have come into this House at the worst time possible because all this is rising after you and I struck ou problem. I dont have family, you know how I am treated, I love everyone here, and I dont care how they feel about me because they all will always have my respect. And so will you M'Lord. Forever, you ar eternity. This is not a problem that cannot be fixed. Everyone looks to you for strength in this house at least I do anyway. I love you with all my heart, and you will always have that love. You mean more to me than any man or friend ever has. Jenny has a strong head on her shoulders, as do the rest of the people fighting to keep you here. I will always be here to support you, all you need is to ask and I will walk beside you as your childe and protect you from others, even though I know you are capable of helping yourself. If I had never met you, I honestly would have no purpose in life. You were there for me during a time no one else was, and for that, I will forever be grateful. Now is the time I believe that you need to tell people what you want to be done, and solidify the rules and start taking care of who is let in. My words may mean nothing to you, but you are a great Lord, and I will always be here for you. Follow your heart, and let your soul feel what needs to be done.
Eternally,
Michelle Elaine
It knows no bounds, I see a female and all I see is her naked before me, my hunger it drives me.
Feed feed FEED! I guess I am a monster I know not how to control what I am, how can I lead if I fallow?
I can not change who and what I am so I guess I am choosing to stay alone because I am told that every woman in my life I hurt and you know I can see that it is me not them but I am what I am so as to not hurt anyone any more I will stay alone I guess I lost to my hunger...................................
I am not letting any one in again!
I am Vampyre I will teach and protect BUT NO ONE GETS IN MY DARK HEART AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
my job is to enforce the laws of Noctem Aeternus and teach............................... I will do only that!
Why does your heart grow doubtful M'Lady?
Tense and beating, full of fear.
I keep with me your everlasting love,
and bless the day God sent you from above.
You remain my angel and I feel that I must,
tell you that within you, you have my trust.
My love is the tide, your soul is the shores,
you have my heart, do I have yours?
I'll belong to you till the very end,
and you will forever stay as my lover and friend.
It has been so good like this from the start,
so M'Lady please, trust me with your heart.
I once was told, that love was just a game
Now I need to know baby, if you feel the same... Tell me
It really drives me crazy, I need to know if maybe
You and I could be as one
And we could be as one
And we could stay together, forever
I'd never thought that I'd find a girl, that does her thing the way you do
And I never thought you'd be the one, after all that we've been through
Stay right here, have no fear
Can't you see that I'm sincere?
Just take my hand and follow me
To our love fantasy
A love like this will last forever
Bring us joy and cause us pleasure
Tell me what it is you're looking for
Tell me if it's me you can adore
No need for hesitation
All I want is reciprocation
To what I have right here in store for you
Yes you can make this fantasy come true
I used to think, that love was just a passing phase
And no one before you, ever made me feel this way....tell me
What it is I must do, can't ya feel me in you?
Come on let's climb this peak of love
And baby stay together, forever
So don't leave me alone
Come fly with me, into my fantasy
You and I will be, forever free
Eternally
In a love fantasy
No one has ever touched me
or even tried to love me for me.
The way your making me feel,
I can't explain.
At night I feel alone in the dark
emptiness that fills my lonely heart.
Cause if you ever leave I'll go insane.
I know you love me but I am so afraid.
Maybe you won't keep all the promises that you made
Then this love would have died in vain.
Insecurity why does it always get the best of me,
It's not the way love is supposed to be.
Insecurity why do I doubt the things that you say,
does it stop me from truly loving you.
Insecurity
Today you called me just to say hi.
You tell me you love me and I wonder why,
Cause how could a woman like you want a man like me.
Then the night comes and you make love to me.
A lifetime with you is what I am thinking of,
Can't you see,
I know you love me but I am so afraid,
Maybe you won't keep all the promises that you made
Then this love would have died in vain.
I'd be left alone in darkness to bare the pain.
If what they say is true,
That time heals a broken heart.
Then tell me why it's taking so long
for the healing to start?
I've tried so hard to fight these feelings,
I have deep inside for you.
While telling my self each day,
I must, I must start anew.
I know I should move on,
and accept that you are gone.
But that is hard to do
Cause I'm still deeply in love with you.
Tomorrow I'll again try to forget you,
and I pray to God I do.
But for today I can not seem to let go,
Of this undying love I feel for you.
In the depths of my heart
there you are
that's where you'll stay
for years to pass
for years to come
till the day we make it
a life of purity and love
a life to wander and discover
till the day we plant a seed
a seed of success and growth
a seed that will make new responsibilities and out comes
till the day, 20 years from now, I'll look into your eyes
with the same great amount of passion and love
as i did when ours eyes first met as I got off the train that June day.
knowing our love is never fading,
nor fake, but everlasting
I love you
LOL how cute, am I to be afraid?
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